Sinthiya

2009-08-11T01:27:00.000-07:00

haha , it is a pretty long post.. been slacking on blogs.. here are the updates and pics we took for national day parade !!

2009-07-23T22:52:00.000-07:00

Well its been pretty long since i last blogged . .and that is mainly due to my busy schedule ..lolz..

so here are little updates here n there

- Got into a perm job at UE sq.. like werking here ... not that stressed and ppl here are kinda understanding . .though there are politics (which company doesnt) , its not so bad.

-Basically been really busy with werk and sch that i got no time to party party like b4 . miss those times la. seriously... those days where we just slacked , partied and had fun ... well things have to change as we grow older ma.. well well.. :(

-things are actually going on smooth with us ... surprised !! yes me too ..hard to believe .. but yaeah .. we do have our misunderstandings here and there .. but the other soul is really really patience with me la... well moving to 4 mths ... i am actually starting to believe things might work out.. though i still have my little fears ... hopefully it last long really really long ...

3 mths

2009-07-22T01:20:00.000-07:00

Today went for seafood dinner ... it was nice .. jus chomping away // though time was short i had fun ...Cant wait to go and eat again.... shitzz there goes my diet down the drain !!

2009-05-02T02:42:00.000-07:00

Well i am really starting to think this is going to be different after all ... u jus simply sweep me off my feet every time i look at u !! and that Feeling is Really beyond words.. Though we have lil aruguements here and there ..i tink it made us understand each other better and strengthened our relationship... i realli hope this last forever.. but lets jus go with the flow !!

magical , beautiful !!

~~Beyond Words ~~

Magical !!

2009-04-22T01:57:00.000-07:00

Yet Again !!

THe magical feeling once again... I was like soo resistance .. but u jus swept me off my feet .. i didnt wan to make the same mistake .. not that i dont trust u .. but jus that the fear overcomes everything else that emerges ...

But eventually i gave in .. Yes i did .. And i tink i Dont regret in doing so .. But its still real early to say .. Taking it real slow .. So far have told u my expectations and what is required !! so its like we both started out on a clear and open basis ... So its all up to u to maintain it or crush it to pieces ... Though the fear still lingers.. i tink i will give this beautiful Feeling a chance !! After all ..its not fair to judge a person becos of past bad moments / experiences ....

A very memorable and Beautiful day !!

22nd April 2009 ( A day to remember )

Hope This really last !!! ..............................

2009-04-17T01:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Bdae darling Fairose !! Went for Fairose 21st Bdae party at Arab Street today .. it was fun .. though a lil stuffy !! but had great fun with my darlings ... Saw someone who i once so called ran away from .. hahaha .. he was soo haizz.. (lets not swear at ppl ) lolzzz.. but had fun ...

The BDAE gal ANd ME

U can always expect pics if he is there !!

Sanjay and me !!

The Sweethearts !

Despite the Stuffiness ,we still pose

2009-04-10T01:20:00.000-07:00

Good Friday and Easter party .....

Well i was late for both service .. am a bad bad christian la .. Slacking a lot .. hiazz..so sad @@ hope fully am not punished !

well i went for the service ..adn it was also sharon darling's and varsugi's bdae .. too k pics . had fun ... 10april ... After that went to meet friend to watch movie ... and guess who i bumped into . .a person who i didnt want to see on that particular day !! i was shocked ... but acted kinda relaxed though ... an yeah day went pretty normal .. in fact nice !! haha ... headed home and got a nice one from parents for roaming ard .. haha .... haizz !!

Sharon babe n me !

Varsugi and me

Us

Dashy and me !

Camwhores !

See i told ya

Traditional Vs modern !

I love taking pics with these darlings !

Who else but me !

These were during easter service.. i didnt get any chocolate nor eggs .. sobsss sobss .. but i had fun .. and again i was late for church .. God forgive me !!

All traditionally inclined

Gals of Epiphany

Epiphany Youths

2009-04-09T00:16:00.000-07:00

well i am like kinda addicted to palying pool.. most of the time i am like playing pool with my friends.. haha its nice .. though i m not an expert i tink i can play !!! well met up with ram for a session of pool. he is one of my frequent pool buddy !! haha expert la ( ram u owe me big one for this ..maybe botak Jones Cajun Chicken ) lolzlzz .. well was to catch a movie with the gals later in the evening ..so afternoon met up with ram and his friends for pool at OCC ... it is really fun to hang ard with them .. damn jovial .. well they came to send me to the cinema .. and we took ramdom shots and worst still made vicky dance that cartoon dance..too bad i can upload videos.. if not !!! lolzz.. i will spare u thambi !! lolz..

The Heros and a Heroine !! Chey !!!!

watched Confessions of a shopaholic with my gals ... nice movie..but i am not that a shopaholic !! lolzz

Chalet !!

2009-04-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

the long awaited chalet had finally arrived .. yahooo .. was nice to meet up with my cousins once in a while la.. this time round the crowd was bigger so we had to compromise and accommodate everyone ... of course no one slept for two days expect the kids.. and even then some kids were super duper hyper... i had so much of fun and yeah no lack of food.. put on soo much of weight .. hahaha ... time to work out ...

well on the last day , my cousins and i all went to watch AYAN and headed for bowling .. only went back at around 11 plus.. damn tired .... Ayan was not really that fantastic movie la.. maybe can watch it for surya darling and prabhu of course... lolzz

...... the next day wen to meet up with darshy and played pool .. then evening met up with ram and thambi thambi ... ate and slacked ... well its punguni the following day ..so all were like getting hyped to party ... mind it . party at the temple !! guys guys .. !! lolzz

Ps : found out the the stupid fellow who said i did someting wrong was caught red handed ... the reason u dumb ass came up it that story is because u wanted to flirt around and not get caught.. and that arse didnt even know he will get caught so easily .. u and ur bull shitss.. well the gal u are with .. very nice gal ... keep it up .. i bet she can 'offer' u what ya want.. hahaha .. thank god i didnt end up with someone like u ....

First Entry for 2009 !!!

2009-04-01T23:34:00.000-07:00

Hi there , okie its been pretty long since i last updated ... been seriously busy all these while ....it is going to be a long long post so bear wit it ppl ...

2009 was started in a very refreshing way .. i didn't bring my 2008 bad stuff into this yr .. a new new start ... got rid of certain ppl in my life .. ( i wouldn't have got rid of them if they was worth being my friends dont start assuming i have friends only for benefits and stuff ).....

21st jan - my bdae .. it was a very nice 22nd bdae with full of surprises from my beloved friends ..i tink i cut around 4 to 5 cakes this yr ... and all were my fav fav cakes ... Yummy ...

My Hot Gals b'dae surprise for me !!

Me and a yummy mango cake ..

My family bought a delicious choco cake for me ..

My SIM sweethearts bdae surprise

THe ppz and me !!

Valentine's Day - i spent my Vday with my beloved beloved SIM kahki's .. and seriosuly it was way way much better than dates ...ooopzzz... lolzz so yeah we went east coast for a nice seafood meal n yeah after which was full of laughters , cam whoring and nonsense .. and khai was sweet sweet to give each of the gals a nice flower .. i realy liked the unique coloured flower .. lolz..

the camwhores

THe jing Bang at East Coast

Blood and me !!

the two sweet boys and me !!

A day after Vday - i met someone .. it was soo random ... it was so nice ... it seemed so fated ... we clicked well ... after which that person became someone close to my heart and very very good friend... the family was jus so nice to be with .... nice nice moments spent .. but all good things must come to an end .... sometimes before assuming things , i think there should be a fair judgment as to what is going on ... but yeah u didnt do that.. what ur friend said was much more impt ... and sometimes i do think that u might have created that story so that u can have fun without any guilt .. whatever it is .. i really thank for doing that.. cos i learnt so much from u .. and i realised i deserve much more respect than what u gave me .... and seriously .. the minute i found out abt ur true character , i was so much relived cos i know that fault is not on me ... and that gave me a chance to excel .. and yeah was really glad u left cos what ever happened after that was jus simply enchanting ... sorry to say but if ya were to prolong in my life , i wouldnt have gotten a chance to experience that enchanment and the various opportunity cos i have to keep on thinking as to whether u would like it or not cos my passion is to sing and travel .. and if ya were in my life .. sorry u would not have allowed it cos there is no trust... pls thank ur friend for me cos he was the one who badmouthed abt me to u even though its not true and yeah u left... thanks to both of u ... i do remember the wonderful moments i spent with u and ur family .. nice but there is so much more i need to see and achieve and with u there.. its not possible ....

Well currently , i found a great job that i have always wanted .... with my own office space and my own project .. and yeah i got a one at a very nice office .. UE engineers ... the office is jus so classy as if i am working at some venice building.. and yeah its in clarke quay .. so pl what do u expect ?? i loveeeeee clarke quay !! a nice place to chill out ... hahaha .. now i am waiting for my chalet ... am jus simply going to have blast at the chalet ... cant wait .... and also cant wait to chill out with my darlings after so long .... more wonderful moments ahead ...

I REALLY THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING HE HS DONE SO FAR !!!!!!! WITHOUT HIM NOTHING IS POSSIBLE .... BE IT A BAD OR A GD SITUATION .. THANKS FOR MAKING ME STRONG AND HELP ME OVERCOME EVERYTHING .. I LOVE YA LORD !!! MUACKS

Random Picsss !!

Karma !!

2008-11-18T01:24:00.000-08:00

Deepavali has been great .. went to see the show at Farrer Park field ..tickets proudly sponsored by a loser !!! .... well sometimes ppl say all the things they wan but wont mean it .. i get really pissed if ppl do that.. i dont talk to others but only u ... u are nice , sweet , miss ya ,.. blah blah all bull shitzzz.. well i always tend to hear it n then laugh to myself.. same as this ... everything seemed nice but on the day of deepavali i called... ho i am busy with someone l .. the show is not confirmed .. will tell u how.. damn u .. i was soo pissed off .. u think i am like crazy over ya !!! no way man ... jus damn angry that ppl dont appreciate friendship . .damn them... its okie .. anyway the first thing i did was to simply delete off the number .. and ya know what ... jus few days later ... the person called and said that things didnt work out .. i was kinda expecting it .. not to be bad la.. but ya .. and seriously i didnt think KARMA would work out this fast ... whhoooo .. i too better be careful with whatever i do sial .. am really scared of KARMA !!!

Last yr updates !!

2008-11-09T01:18:00.000-08:00

well ppl alot of updates...

was working in Keppel Energy having a wonderful time

the view at office was simply great.

i got into many competitions

i won second for Aarathana singing solo .

okie this was the update for like year 2008 ~!!

2008-07-14T06:41:00.000-07:00

WEll my church organized this youth mission trip to KL . Basically its to mingle with the KL youths jus like us . We have to prepare games and stuff ..More of a interaction session .

And yes i didnt regret it at all .

firstly it was a great break for me from all the hassles of singapore !!

secondly though i have been to malaysia for like umpteen times , i never got a chance to see the lives of the ppl there ... do u know they are exactly like us and is definetly not the way we perceive them to be .

Thirdly , walking thru this huge crowd to take the LRT ( a place we nicknamed the batu caves) where ppl jus jostled and pushed their way thru ... and with our luggages , u can imagine how tiring and irritating it can be .. but surprisingly i was more of fasinated than being irritated ..

then the place , the company , my gals , my boys , eating outs , singing , dancing , laughing , making fun of each other , using the same toilets ect ... it was all funny and memorable .. i miss everything there .... Haizzz

i am missing everything now .. the last day in the bus was the embrassing moment for me ..lolzz . .the gals were like forcing me to dance .. at first they played Christian songs and i was like duh how am i gonna dance la.. aiyo .. then after waking the whole bus up i decided jus to dance and leave the area lolzz .. jus a little hip hop for LOW song and one min the whole bus was quiet .. i tink they didnt expect me to dance in front of pastor like that .. gosh super piaseh .. but i had fun .... i really really miss the trip !!

2008-06-27T06:25:00.000-07:00

well things will always be the same .. at first the would mention they are not like the others and that they are different . believeing that u start to trust but in the end its always the same thing !! i am too busy to call or sms .. BULLSHIT ... u have time to travel in the bus , have time to smoke , drink , eat , slack but no time to give a 5 sec sms !!! haizz.. but i knew it this would happen which is y i didnt bother abt asking u questions or even bother abt u .. i tink i am much more busier than u for goddness sake with my umpteen unfinished work .. church , sch , work , dance , family , friends , competitions , essays , assignments , practices ... PLEASE LA !!!

I am simply not going to be bothered .. so if ya free then give me a call K !!! ???

2008-06-25T02:00:00.000-07:00

My husband is an engineer by profession. I love him for his steady nature and... I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.

Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy.My husband is my complete opposite; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.'Why?' he asked, shocked.'I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world!' I answered.He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment only increased.

Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament, so what else could I expect from him?

And finally he asked me: 'What can I do to change your mind?'Somebody said it right... It's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.

Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: 'Here is the question.... If you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind.

'Let's say; I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me?'

He said: 'I will give you your answer tomorrow.... 'My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes....

My dear,'I would not pick that flower for you, but .... Please allow me to explain the reasons further..... '

This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.

'When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs. You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.

You love travelling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your 'good friend' approaches every month. I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes. I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die ...

'My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting ... and as I continue reading... 'Now, that you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favourite bread and fresh milk...'I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread....Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...

That's LIFE, and LOVE.

When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.Love shows up in all forms; even in very small and cheeky forms. It has never been a model. It could be the dullest and most boring form ...Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands ... AND THAT'S LIFEThe happiest people in the world.... are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect.LOVE is not just between two lovers, husband and wife—it also encompasses mother, father and siblings, sisters and brothers, friends and neighbours!

2008-06-16T22:04:00.000-07:00

We just decided to meet up . but something special lingers btw both of us . I tot it was simply my imagination . And i was so adamant that i should never give in to this special connection .

Stupid it may sound . But i actually succeeded in not giving in .. but it proved too hard to not to attracted in the 2nd , 3rd , 4th and 5th meetings .. We almost met everyday !!!

then we started missing each other !! and then yeah both of us gave in . It was nice to hear that i was cared for , missed and stuff ..

went out with my girlies and sweetheart for a stroll .. it was nice and romantic. .. and yeah !! we opened up and simply sat down chit chatting what was expected , our fears and our past ... it was nice .. we are just taking our own sweet time ..

i was simply swoon over !!

2008-05-25T21:47:00.000-07:00

the new love of my life !! playing pool .. i am like now soo super addicted to pool .. am like playing pool almost everyday *) .. and darsh and sara are my guru's and u know what .. i win them nowdays !! hahahaha .. thanks ppl ...

well anyway things are pretty much over btw me and that person !!! not pretty muc.. IT^S over ! .. surprisingly i tot that i would be upset abt this .. but frankly speaking i am pretty much happy and relived to jus let go .. i think i was putting up with a lot of nonsense for no point ! hmm well good that things ended up this way .. i like .. more free to do my own stuff .. !!

I love EVerything NOW !

2008-05-22T08:18:00.001-07:00

More pictures here !!!

2008-05-22T08:18:00.000-07:00

well i know i have not been blogging for long . cos i was extremely busy .. i went thru a couple of shitzz.. but now things are really back to normal .. and i am the happiest gal ever !!
went out with my friends and had a hell of a time .. i love my gals lots lots .. that day was simply super .. saw my sweetheart hahah .. this is one day where i would not forget what happen .. all the darling came down at one spot without me expecting any of them .. but still i had a hell of a time .. Muacks !!

2008-05-14T01:16:00.000-07:00

Met up with my gals for shopping at bugis today .. after dinner at KFC . ho by the way i am in love with that fish zinger burger .. its simply delicious la..
u guys should try it out .. lolzz... okie ..

i just bought a jean cos all my jeans are like missing .. well wanted to buy a nice top but i seem to like nothing so ended up not buying anything ..

then i and darsh headed for a chill out drink . , we headed over to lunar .. haha we didnt didnt know it was a typical chinese place la.. some chinese live band was going on .. but the place was superly decorated ..the ambience was really really nice .. after that we headed over to another nice chill out area.. Ajay and amir wanted to join us .. but this ajay is always always late .. we too bad we had to leave ... hahaha .. AJAYYYY !!!!

2008-05-09T00:49:00.000-07:00

it Was the ScandalZ nite ... haha we headed over to celeb ... i ad so much fun .. it was nice meeting new friends and of course old friends whom i didnt see for so long ... cant forget that day with my gals .... and my gals will also agree with me that that day was a unforgettable day .. hahaha yeah !!!

2008-05-08T00:35:00.000-07:00

Decided to meet up with dear friend after promising to meet up for very very long time .. i simply loved the Alpha Romeo car ... whooooo !!! with the wind in my hair .. it was really nice .. hahaha .. well we headed over to vivocity for the speed racer movie .. it was a ittle kiddish but the graphics and colours were really really attractive ... well had a wonderful time with dear friend .... then we headed back home ... tot could spend more time but didnt have time cos it was really late ...

hey sweetheart i did have a great time with ya . !! hope to meet up with ya soon ... well what happened after reaching home to both of us .. that u should know and i am definetly not revealing it here ... lolzzz ...

2008-05-07T00:33:00.000-07:00

went to watch Harold and Kumar Escape From Guantanamo Bay with dear buddy ... its been quite along time since we last met .. lolxx .. ANDY !!!!! lolzz.. well had fun talking to dear friend.. well practically the whole time i was confessing my so called "sins" lolz.. he is such a sweetheart .. am lucky to get a friend like him .. well after that we went to our usual hangout and had dinner .. yesterday practically was soo fun ... i tempted him to go for the ScandAl nite .. lolz.. bad bad me ... !! keke .. Sorry Andy DEAR !!!

2008-05-06T01:10:00.000-07:00

Went to watch ironman today mainly due to the constant pressure from my friend... didnt quite like the movie .. though the technology , graphics and effect were fantastic .. the storyline wasnt really that appealing ... well movie aside ...

today's meeting was mainly to settle tings and to talk things out with this person .. but in the end i ended up not talking with this person and everything seemed so normal .. and that is frustrating .. i realize that its extremely easy to cool me down .. haizz... and that is sooo frustrating .. i get angry really quickly and i cool down even more quickly .. ARGHHH !!!!
well i tend to give in more to this person esp .. jus hope that i am not taken advantage of giving in too much .. lets jus see la.. !!!

2008-05-03T04:11:00.000-07:00

wen to watch movie with durga , darshini , narmatha , praga , seraj , logen and dinesh !!! Kuruvi .. it wasnt as nice as i expected .. didnt like it la.. hmmmmm
it was like some vijaykanth movie remake ...

was supposed to watch it with Mr sara and gang.. but hey last min decisions cant be approved here u know .. must book tickets early .. i asked u all but u all busy ma.. so tooo bad !! hahahah

after that we headed over to have our dinner and supper ... reached home around 11 plus i guess.. had fun with my sweethearts !!!!

2008-04-30T04:01:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i jus wonder if its okie to go thru all these ... but sometimes am jus so pissed off and jus wanna give up everything ... i soo hate it when i am not given the attention i am supposed to be given ... hmmmm never mind .. i give up .. read from another person's blog.. its not worth it if u care for someone but the person dont even appreciate it .. frankly speaking i have much more impt things to do .. and yeah .. i have nothing to lose .. !!!

well today went for the youth rally .. the sermon was really like a tight slapped given to me la.. but seriously .. i think i have gone to a place far far away and its kinda difficult to go back .. i feel kinda horrible la... hmm lets jus see whats gonna happen la.. lets jus see ..

then after youth rally , went to meet friends ... had sooo much fun . laughing and really joking around .. it was nice ... i would love to have fun again !!!

2008-04-29T23:59:00.000-07:00

Sometimes .. i am jus so freaking pissed off with the things ppl do ... i am really pissed ... what did i do to deserve all this la.. seriously.. i have always wanted the best for the ppl i love .. wanted them to be happy .. but i jus dont understand y they dont even like to see be a little happy at least .. this is sooo fustrating ... i jus feel like moving away to a place where there is no one around ... i am soo fed up .. really fed up with everything ..

We soo badly need to talk .. and make a decision .. once i hear it from u .. then i am gone and i am never turning back again .. TRUST ME !! NEVER !!

2008-04-24T07:15:00.000-07:00

EXAM STRESS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

did the first paper today .. and my ho my .. it was fU&^#$ horrible la ... i am soo scared i am gonna fail ..study ike crazy also no point ... one particular question came out and that one i have never seen in any notes or tutorials or past yr papers .. hiazzz sooo irritating !! if i fail then i really dont know what i am gonna do ....

Got one more paper on the 29th .. then its party time .... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRGHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-05T06:03:00.000-07:00

its my wonderful parent's 22nd wedding anniversary .. so instead of going out again , i decided to spend time with my family .. we went over to muthu's curry for a delicious meal .. i was supposed to give the treat but my stupid pay is not in yet .. so too bad my dad had o treat all of us .. hahaha

2008-04-01T05:35:00.000-07:00

Well had so much fun today ... it was the night out .. and yeah we had such a wonderful time .... i loving it ... heheheheh

2008-03-30T04:53:00.000-07:00

Today was Vishnu's 21st Bdae at hyatt .. saw quite a few ppl i know ...

Rishi the handsome DJ was there too .. lolz and hot patricia was there too ..
i had a great time at the party /.. the food was damn good .. esp the deserts .. ho gosh .. bf u are going to bring me there one day k .. BETTER !!
Had so much fun meeting with the hot model too .. Vishnu u looked super hot and sexy .. .!!! hahaha we shall have a proper gathering with hema and durga k ... lolz...

2008-03-23T09:34:00.001-07:00

well this week projects are killing me ... since i have started working . .ho ya i didnt mention it rite .. well ya i am working in Global Industries as an accounts assistant .. temp only jus t earn some quick bucks .. hahaha so back to projects ... we ended up slogging like crazy for it ... after handing up the project we didnt have the mood to study but yeah we stil went class.. sooo studious !!

Our Missy Creation ..

Boredem makes us CRAZY !!!

2008-03-14T09:24:00.000-07:00

well a lot of things have been happening in my life .. bitter , sweet events .. though i dont really like the bitter ones .. i am glad its happening cos eventually these bitter moments help me to see a better future ... did have some argument with that loosu but eventually things turn out okie ..

u are back again !! and i am happy , in fact extremely elated to know u are back .. but at the very moment am kinda scared too .. thinking of where all this is going to go .. well i leave everything to fate la... if its meant to happen it will happen if not .. yeah i cant do much abt it though i will be upset .. its okie l.. sadness and disappointments are all part and parcel of life .. hahahas

2008-03-06T04:42:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i dont know if what i am doing is right or wrong .. I seriously feel its very very very wrong but i like it lots .. really lots ... i am super confused rite now ... everything seems to go downhill then uphill ... i am happy outwards but inside i am damn confused ...

Well right now i am jus going to go ahead with this .. and concentrate on the upcoming exams which i have yet to study .. Shittsss ...

i m crazy !!

but tht night was beautiful ... that dinner , memories ect .. didnt expect i will go thru all this again but i did .. special touch !!!

2008-03-02T23:59:00.000-08:00

it was my bdae party ... some ppl couldnt come but those who came really made my day .... my pri sch , sec sch , poly mates , uni friends , church mates and outside friends , friends , relatives .. i had so much fun ... laughin partying ... so much fun ... a day to remember .. pics ??? wel i am super busy and lazy to upload .. but heres a few pics ...

2008-02-26T20:24:00.001-08:00

well it my bdae party week .. have lots of stuff to prepare ... jus did a peircing .. and i liked it ... need to dye my hair and do some new hairstyles .. hahaha cant wait .. cant wait to party and see all my dear and loved one there ... esp P , S , A , R( this idoit might not come haiz ) , J ect ... also my pri , sec , poly , uni , church and outside friend .. cant wait to see them all gathered at one place ... hope fully i pray it will turn out well ,..

CANT WAIT !!! Cant wait for the after party event also ... yikes !!! lolaazzzz

2008-02-26T20:02:00.001-08:00

this one week was the most fun filled one ever ... mon went to meet my Mcd Manager ... hahaha had such a nice time , jumper was a nice nice movie .. how i wish i have that powers .. i can go egypt for breakfast , Iceland for lunch and venice for nice romantic dinner ,.. lolzz.. how i wish .. dream on sinthiya .. dream on!! lolz .. well after that headed to our usual place and chit chatted .. it was nice disturbing manager .. hahaa .. after that headed for dinner beside DXO .. nice ambiance i would say .anyway thanks for the valentine chain u got me .. it was such a sweet surprise ... !!

on tue i started work at science park II , it is an extremely long journey for me to travel but since it was just a two months temp assignment i agreed . Cab fares sux to the core seriously ... i paid 30 bucks to reach science park dayum and in the evening i had to rush to little India and paid another 30 bucks .. my one day pay BURNED !! hiaz..

on wed supposed to meet up with nat and tabs but was too shagged so didn't go .. but i really wished i had .. nat sounded as if he had so much fun at mambo ... !!!! i wanna Mambo tooo oooo .. NAT !!!!!!!!!! ARgh !! haha .. well enjoy darling enjoy .. well dear called me on sun night from aust but thats all , after that didnt hear from dear at all ,.. like i said only when boredom strikes ppl will think of me .. and thats what i hate most .. maybe i should start ignoring and doing that too .. hey ppl don't forget it wont take me long to do the same things u all are doing ... it is not that difficult at all ..

thurs --- what did i do ? well did i tell u all i am losing my memory power . thats extremely bad la.. esp since now i am studying .. how horrible !!! okie i forgot what i did .. seriously ..

fri-- did i go out with some one my friend ?? okie dayum also forget ..

sat - well this one i will definetly remember .. it was the airshow 2008 ... it was sooo soo nice .. left my house at 10 but reached the airshow at 12 plus cos of the bloody long long queue . that was the longest queue i have ever seen ... but it was worth it ... the air display wasn't as fantastic as last year .. was kinda pretty normal .. but yeah this yr the crowd was much more attractive .. saw my guard there .. he was working part time as a volunteers .. ho by the way I SAW WILL SMITH LOOK ALIKE .. totally went crazy .. hahaha .. couldn't resist taking a pic with him .. but he was too shy .. haha .. didn't care jus grab hold and made sure he took a pic with me .. lolzzzz well here are lot more other pics ... enjoy .

2008-02-14T19:11:00.000-08:00

it is the valentine week .. for everyone was a day but for me it was a week ... almost everyday i received valentine gifts from sweethearts ... !! ( See its plural ) hahaha .. well mon i was at the chalet , tue went out with my dear .. had a nice dinner a Go India ! restuarant .. after that a nice relaxing chat by the river ... it was nice .. but mostly the conversation was as usually abt the stupid exs .. hiazz .. kinda getting tired of hearing their names and abt the way they put him in a bad situations and blah blah ... i am sure not only that party was in fault something must have triggered the other party to behave that way .. anytoots .. i simply dont care .. well after that headed back home ..

tue - went out with dear friend and his friend .. it has been such a long time since i met the loosu ntu makkal .. and his friend was also a nice buddy to chat with .. their valentine treat was mac and Raspberry V !! hahaha .. after that u all wouldnt wanna know what happened .. cos it was chaotic.. all 3 of us would laugh out guts out if we even think abt that day .. haha .. anyway my dear was spending pre-valentine with his friend .. supposed to meet on thurs to celebrate V'Day but that monkey decided not to meet up .. to think i actually wanted to meet dear on V day after all the complaints of how v day was spent alone last yr . blah blah ! u sure or not !! .. haha

anyway for V day i meet up with another darling friend of mine .. it has also been really long since we went out ... after a dinner at billy bombers , we headed all the way to city hall .. and dear friend was singing to me from all the way to orchard to city hall .. that was utterly sweet .. i was embrassed but that loosu didnt even care .. hahha passerbys were all staring at us ..
ho one most disappointing thing was that i was not wished happy valentine from that one person who i thought liked me .. worst still didnt even call me .. when i messaged only one stupid reply came which meant nothing .. after that got a call but i was too pissed to chat so jus hung the phone up ... that nonsensical fellow still had the cheek to ask if i was angry cos he didnt call the whole day .. dayum !! i really should completely stop expecting anything from this person la.. hiazzz

well forget abt that.. on friday met up with dear and the other friend .. went for a mexican dinner and all i got reminded of was mexican hero and those wonderful times... haizz . well it was meeting up with the gals.. had fun disturbing JWSR annan .. as usual he and his drama .. after that sat .. i had to go airport to send off dear ... i went late but it was sweet of boo! to wait till i came. .. not sure if i was gonna miss Boo! or not .. but yeah boo! did prepare me the previous week by not bothering or calling or even acknowledging me .. so i wouldnt miss Boo! that much !! hhahaa ..

wonderful week i would say !

2008-02-11T18:18:00.000-08:00

its been real long since i last blogged .. and i know i have fans who regularly visit my blog to see more abt the happenings in my life... (that was for u navin ) lolz .. well i have been really really busy with lots of stuff ..

let me start on the chalet by simicc ... i am simply in love those ppl there ... they really make my uni life a very happening one .. well the chalet was held at the bottle tree park along katib ,. i seriously didnt know there was a chalet .. but u know what it was a very nice place .. we had so much of fun .. wished i could have stayed .. but haiz i didnt .... we played taboo , charades , wacko , frisbee , and bluff .. it was soo fun .. it was an opportunity for me to know them even more .. and of course vice versa .. i am never the quiet one they all think i am .. hehe they are all gonna get a heart attack knowing the real me .. keke .. anyway food was superb .. most of the marination was done by Navin ( ICC president ) not the same person as my blog fan .. haha .. and he did a great job in that ... shamala u are soo lucky .. ur bf can cook for u !! lolzz ..

well after that headed back home .. wanted to meet mexican for a while but was too tired . so didnt .. ..

well there are some pics ...

2008-02-02T23:10:00.000-08:00

alot of things happening ... i nearly went into a huge problem with that someone ... but dont know la.. maybe give in a lil ... seems like every ounce of feelings are disappearing .. lack of communication and stuff .. we are doing our own things .. not sure where is this heading .. i dont miss anything already .. and when i did try to tell u , u took it so casual that now i dont care ..!! dont forget it wont take me long to do the same things u are doing ... !!

now i m doing things that i want to do ... i dont care abt anything .. went for a day chalet .. had sooo much fun .. didnt sleep for the 3 days .. partying , screaming and simply having a hell of a time ... it was really super ... i cant wait for another one .. the guys were practically disturbing us all the way .. so to get back .. we draw on their face with all our make up ... hahah it was such a hilarious scene ...
miss the sun , sand , beach , stars !!

2008-01-29T22:35:00.000-08:00

went for satheeish surprised 25th bdae celebration which in turn became a surprise for me too .. didnt know they are going to celebrate for me too ... i love my SIM ICC peeps .. never regretted knowing any of them .. meet up at vivo swensens and partied ... it was simply awesome !! if i had known i would have dressed up better .. i went there kinda slack la..

2008-01-22T22:19:00.000-08:00

met up with uma the day after my bdae .. and she did gave me a surprise .. simply sweet of her ... and yeah i get to eat a bdae cake cos of her !! lolzz .. thanks a million babe . we talked a lot ..and yeah i felt so much better after talking to her ... gal if ya feel like chatting with someone feel free to call me !! love ya sweetheart !!

2008-01-21T00:53:00.000-08:00

okie nowdays i dont feel like blogging at all .. cos i am that busy trying to juggle my life and yeah cant really openly tell the world world what i am going thru also rite ..
anyway i am officially 21 yrs old now... woahhh .. cant believe it .. anyway thanks to everyone who called to wish me , who met me to pass presents and yeah all those testimonials and smses ... and those calls which i never expected another big thank u ....

so my bdae was spent in a simply way .. nice yet simple . .. my mom cooked so much food for me and my aunts came over for lunch .. then i went over to meet my darlzz and spent time with their family .. soo sweet of them .. the aunt bought me a saree and yeah the uncle gave me money .. after that spent time with darlzz and headed back home .. it was nice talking to the one person i wanted to talk to on my bdae ... hahaha .. anyway .. it was nice being 21 even though the feeling hasn't kicked in yet .. ho yeah how can i forget abt the sweet assessories set bought for me by my sweetheart ... really liked it lots ...

well its time to make a decision and work towards my ambitions and goals . no more fooling around and being happy go lucky . .. my mom and all my aunts are asking me when i am going to get married and finding a guy for me .. hahahah simply waste of time .. i haven found the guy i want to be with yet .. and rite now i simply dont wish to tooo ...

my 21st ... simple yet sweet .. a bdae where i didnt even taste a cake .. style ha !!!

2008-01-09T23:11:00.000-08:00

well .. i am into the yr of 2008 ... things are turning kinda shity but alas lets see how things go .... sch has started and yup that part its great //// ICS has palnned something spectacular this year and i am so glad to be part of it ... my 21st bdae .. hope its gonna turn out well ...

Things are not going the way that i expect but its okie .. really used to this shity stuffs ..

2008-01-06T08:27:00.000-08:00

1. I love you not because of who you
are, but because of who I am when I am
with you..

2. No man or woman is worth your
tears, and the one who is, won’t make
you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn’t love
you the way you want them to, doesn’t
mean they don’t love you with all they
have.

4. A true friend is someone who
reaches for your hand and touches your
heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to
be sitting right beside them knowing
you can’t have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad,
because you never know who is falling
in love with y our smile.

7. To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the
world.

8. Don’t waste your time on a
man/woman, who isn’t willing to waste
their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few
wrong people before meeting the right
one, so that when we finally meet the
person, we will know how to be
grateful.

10. Don’t cry because it is over,
smile because it happened.

11. There’s always going to be people
that hurt you so what you have to do
is keep on trusting and just be more
careful about who you trust next time
around.

12. Make yourself a better person and
know who you are before you try and
know someone else and expect them to
know you.

13. Don’t try so hard, the best things
come when you least expect them to.

Got this from my friend's web ... kinda true rite.. a person who makes u cry and worry so much is not worth in ur life ... well a lot of things are happening in my life now ... lets see how things go .. .someone is back .. am extremely surprised ... i tot the person actually didnt want to be in my life at all .. but that person is telling me a different story ..
do u tink i am believing all that ... nah am not ... jus let see ha !!!

2008-01-02T00:35:00.000-08:00

in the evening of new year , we headed over to my cousin's place for party .... i always love going there ... we love taking pics together .... love ya gals ..

2008-01-01T11:11:00.000-08:00

Here comes 2008 .... time is really moving extremely fast !! 2007 has been a great year for me to learn new things abt me .. all those incidents help me to become a better person .... lots of ups and downs ... but glad everything was worthwhile .... some unexpected events happened ... some really good events ... all these jus assured me that god is there .. and what goes around comes around ... all u have to do is jus pray and wait upon the lord and everything will be perfect .. yes Simply PERFECT !!!

entered uni
tried out modelling
acheived alot
met many new friends
was told i was loved
had many sucesses
had quite a few disappointment and faliures
tried out new things
became more independent

basically this year was a year where i did a lot of things and became more independent !!!
i jus pray that year 2008 will also be a year filled with blessings .. even if there are obtacles , i jus wanna overcome it and learn from it .. thats all ...
well wishing everyone a beautiful year ahead !!! love u all

my mum n me

David anna and me

kavitha ka and me

shoban and me

pragala and me

arul and me

2007-12-29T09:31:00.000-08:00

today was mary akka's and deva annan'a wedding and i was the bridesmaid .. have been preparing for the wedding for quite some time ... i love the gown that i had to wear .. soo nice ... but the only thing that cocked up on that day was the make up . i could have done the make up by myself .. the make up lady made my face look so gold , plastic and dark ... she used the foundation which was two tones darker than my skin colour .. i was freaking fed up la.... !! was running late so had to keep the make up all the way .. told my mom to bring my own make up to the reception ...
wedding was good .. i and the bestman ortneal did a special item for the couple .. it was soo last min but we managed to sing well with god's grace .. glory to my lord !!! after the wedding we headed straight to the reception .. i couldnt remove my make up completly so all i did was to cover up with my own make up .. was that good a cover up but it frankly better than nothing .... well tying saree was good .. made me feel sooo traditional.. !! even though its difficult to walk around with saree , it really made me feel mature and good .. dont ask me y but thats exactly how i felt ..

my cousin and me

nat and i never fail to snap a shot !!

the best man and bridesmaid !!

my cousin and me

this is after using my own make up.. better than the laer pics !!

me in gown ..

me and my mom's hand

see how gold i look ...

bestman and me .. this pic i look even worst .. soo plastic !!

2007-12-25T08:44:00.000-08:00

christmas this yr was fantastic ... spend that day with sweetheart .... wen over to darshini house ... had fun then .. then over to another friend house ... eating all the way !! yeah hell i am putting on weight like no body's business .. haizz .. okie bck to christmas .. highlighted and permed my hair ... the curls were nice on the first day but after that i find it sooo damn hard to manage ... i really miss my straight hair ... soon i shall rebond .... my hair is sooo freaky messed up now .. and my darling ya hates my hair to the core .... tell me abt it !!!!! ho by the way .. i love love love my punjabi suit !!!!

Nat and me

shoban and me

cute pravind, me me

shan sweetheart and me

us again with pravind attempt tp make us look devilish ... it didnt work out !!

jus love taking pics with vain pot shan !!! lolzz

see what i meant

gaya darling n me

vasugi babe and me

2007-12-19T08:51:00.000-08:00

it is my brother's bdae today ... actually wanted to buy him the adidas perfume pack for him but didnt know if he really wanted that .. so decided to jus hang out with him and then buy for him whatever he likes ...
my cousins and us decided to watch the New ajith movie Billa ... the movie looked really cool .. okie i should say the the trailer looked really cool .. but i didnt like the movie at all .. the reason i actually sat there for that few hours is to see what was nayanthara was wearing .. lolzz ... i would rate the movie 6/10 only la...

my love ones ..

50th bdae and confirmation .. .

2007-12-16T08:22:00.000-08:00

it was dad's 50th bdae celebration today .. had soo much fun .. it was meant to be a surprise and everyone was supoosed to be there at 7 plus .. but as usual indian timing .. everyone came at 8 plus .. thank god my dad came in at that time too .. he was soo shocked .. he didnt know it was a party for him ... well as i mentioned b4 , had a wild time there .. dancing the night away with my darlings .... it was super good .. we only left the place at abt 12 plus .. i didnt have time to take lotsa pics cos i was busy but not to worry , we hired a professional camera man and also had someone to take video ... so we can see the whole thing again .... maybe once the pics are up i will post them k ...

the next day was the confirmation service ... it was good but i was super tired la... cos of partying too late the night b4 ... i wasnt taking confirmation but jus wanted to wear white to go with the flow .. lolzzz ...

wanted to stay on to see the drama for carolling but becos of stupid pragala ..i had to leave .. nonsense la u .. seriously ... !!! hahah not only that my bestie was at home too .. so had to rush back ...

the only pic i took...

i simply cant wait for the festive season .. christmas is like super duper fun ... partying all the way !!

2007-12-09T22:05:00.000-08:00

went for jagadesh annan's son's 1st bdae .. brennton is such a cute little boi ... there were lotsa show for kids ..so we teens turn to our own entertainment ... taking pics .. lolzz ... love my dress soo much .. lolzzz ...

Church Camp Galore ..

2007-12-08T07:22:00.000-08:00

it is the most anticipated church camp week ... had so so much of fun .. even though ppl were going around with their own groups, it was still fun .. the beach was super ...and ya the food was great .. i was practically eating every sec ..... for the first 3 days i had the whole room to my self .. frankly it was kinda fun cos i had my own space and of course my own prayer time .. it was great sermon too ... laughing all the way ... i got the answers that i wanted to hear from god ... rite now all i have to do is pray and keep my prayer life strong .. thats all .. gos will pave my way for me .. i have left everything unto god .... i love ya so much lord ... took soo sooo much of pics ...

My kakis for camp ..

shakil and me ..

The youths at camp ..

My posers ...

My gals .. love them to bits ..

My wonderful family ..

a go at the paint ball range ..

aiming ..

Kavitha and me .. she loves to disturb me ..

Sucess of hitting the bull's eye

my turn ...

i am a country gal ..

nat darling and me .. love him to bits ...

Star and me ..

turkeys ... and ducks ..

kids and horse ..

Eagle range

sham , nat and me ..

the beach near resort ..

narmatha and me ..

love the beach ..

my gals ..

mua ..

hottie and me ..

love them sooo much ..

the sunset at resort ... beautiful rite ..

didnt know that nat was such a nice person whom u can talk to .... nat thanks so much for being there for me .. dont worry .. with god and with both of our friendship .. we can overcome anything ..... love ya nat !!!

2007-11-29T20:00:00.000-08:00

Caught Om shanti Om yesterday with bestie .. it was really nice like what many ppl say .. the 70s look and unexpected turns are really the boost for the movie .. even though some parts were not logically correct ( but hey its a movie , anything can be done ) , it was nice .. something to do with karma , reincarnation ect ....with a little thrills of ghost encounters here and there .. lolzzz
here are some pics .. by the way Shah Rukh Khan was super super hot ... he looked real good .. hahah .. his body , hairstyle .. simply superb during the last part of the movie .. first part he looked really old .. ooopsss .. !! but he is still hot ..!!

Love his hairstyle !!

70s look

After that headed over for a desert and drink session with darling bestie ... really loved the mudslide cake and the fruit tingle ... u all should try it la.. .. trust me !!!

love profile ..

2007-11-27T07:00:00.000-08:00

Aquarius - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You've got a ton of friends, so you have no problem meeting new people.
You're great at thinking up new things and activities to do with your sweetie.
You tend to let the little things slide in relationships... and focus on the bigger picture.

Your negative traits:

In relationships, it tends to be your way or the highway.
You can never open up completely to someone - you have to keep parts of yourself secret.
You're cold and reserved, which leaves your partner feeling unloved.

Your ideal partner:

Flexible, because you're not going to be the one to compromise!
Is smart and quirky with lots of weird interests... including you.
A true individualist who doesn't care what anyone thinks

Your dating style:

Stimulating. You prefer dates that explore a shared interest - like a lecture, muesum tour, or concert.

Your seduction style:

Wacky. Your wild ideas have your lover wondering what's next.
Insatiable - it takes a lot to satisfy your desires.
Varied. You're eager to try things as soon as you learn about them.

Tips for the future:

Bring a little responsibility to your relationship - like showing up for dates!
Compromise a little. It would kill you to do things your lover's way for once.
Be aware of your partner's jealousy. Even though you aren't jealous, realize your partner is sometimes.

Best color to attract mate: Sky blue

Best day for a date: Wednesday

What's Your Love Profile?

Baptism 2007

2007-11-25T05:28:00.000-08:00

today was baptism service in church .. but since i had to attend to a bdae party till late i couldnt wake up thus couldnt attend church .. but wanted to attend baptism .. so i and bro took taxi there ... it was fun .. i have always loved walking along the beach .. that is one of the best things anyone could do .. so nice .. and esp to walk with that special someone is even more wonderful ... haha .. so anyway today 14 ppl took baptism .. i always get o relive the moment that i accepted the lord and took my baptism .. it is simply so special .. being a totally new someone with all the horrible past behind is jus so great ...
okie so after the offical baptism , i and cousin dearie went for walking jus chit chatting and enjoying the air ... simply blissful la... i love the beach air so much and the weather was simply superb... took lots of pics .. of course later u wil realize that most pics are of me .. wat to do .. vanity always strikes me !! lolzz ... had a great time today ...

2007-11-23T05:10:00.000-08:00

today was suresh's bdae ... had great fun .. having dinner with friends and cousins was great .. really nice ppl .. they really made me feel comfortable .. it was good .. hope everything goes great for u Suresh .. Wish u all the best in all u do .. and yeah hope that everything u wish for happens ...HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING !!!

2007-11-22T04:57:00.000-08:00

my deepavali has still not ended .. there are still soo many functions and stuffs to attend to .. and not only that there are soo many bdae parties and weddings to attend to too ... but its extremely fun .. well .. wen to watch enchanted with my gals ... it was very very nice .. i really enjoyed the movie ... it was damn funny too ... later part went to meet darling and friend ... it was nice .. but i was provoked to cry on that damn day .. i mean yes .. its okie to hold on to the past .. but too much of it .. i am scared where this is gonna end up to la.. now i am jus taking things easy .. have been thru all these emotional problems .. and its time to take things lightly and of course not repeating the same mistake ... but ya as i always say .. lets jus let things take it own course and see what happens ....

I LOVE MY LIFE !!!

2007-11-18T00:51:00.000-08:00

today had deepavali function over at my cousin's place !! after a long long time ... had great fun .. all my uncles and aunts and of course us cousins all started playing games ... it was great ... had so much of fun and laughter with all of them.. .. cant wait for another gathering like this again ....

here are some pics that we took ...

Geetha akka who is gonna get married and me !!

Sinthu and me .. we share the same bdae !

ME !!

Vidhya my darling and me !

Vanity strikes !!

some random pic ..

ME !!

open house at kannan place

2007-11-17T00:29:00.000-08:00

today had open house at kanna house .. early morning went to my cousin's place first for lunch cum breakfast .. hahaha .. but didnt take any pics cos my cousin was sick . poor gal .. after that went over to kannan place ... meeting him after so long ... so it was great .. my other kakis were there .. took a lot of pics but most of them in kannan camera .. so will upload it later when i get hold of them ... really had great fun ... another memorable thing happened to me .. due to some taxi issues .. really thanks mamoi ... what will i do w/o you ....

Kanna and me

Suresh ,me , sanjay n kannan

My bodyguards .. haha

kannan's cousin .. Ashwin ..

Suresh and mua ..

had great fun today .... after tht headed over to my cousin's 21st bdae at civil service club ... the place was extremely big .. might consider that palce for my bdae too .. but lets see how .. !!

gatherin at deepa house

2007-11-15T09:36:00.000-08:00

this year deepavali has been really good .. so many houses to visit and stuff ... today went over to deepa's place for dinner .. thought i have known her only for a short period of time .. it was great knowing her ... catching up with the SIM icc gals and guys was great .. really nice ppl to have fun with ... laughing and crapping abt everything was great ... really love my SIMICC clan !!!

relationships are confusing ..

2007-11-12T09:57:00.001-08:00

Sometimes i jus wonder whether this is going to be the same thing that happened to me last time .. but sometimes i really feel that this is it .. i am extremely confused ... feelings are jus something that can confuse a person really too much ...

i like all these but am really scared if things are going to end up like last time ... have been thru really bad things .. but this time round i feel like i should give it a try ... and that this would be something really special and different ..
trust is the main thing in all these . i do trust u ... but without me realising i have a little fear that its all gonna end up like a dream with me on the losing end .. after all u dont have anything to lose .. only me ...

i really hope that u will be the one for me .. cos i see that u have everything that i want .....

But .... But .. i really think u deserve the best and i dont feel that i am the best one for u ...

i am confused !!!!!!!

2007-11-11T09:29:00.000-08:00

it was once again time to party .. deepavali and christmas are some of my favourite festivals ... can really have fun and slack around ..
woke up at abt 1 something .. supposed to meet up at 1 to go over to anita's house but ya we like ended up going reall late . .esp me . i reached there at abt 4 plus .. pakka indian timing.. really wanted to see all my sec sch friends .. but too bad .. they couldn’t make it .. haizz .. anyway after that headed over to sanjay’s house … it was really nice catching up with all the SIMICC ppl .. a good time for me to mingle too .. cos my timings will always clash with the events of SIMICC so didn’t really get a good chance to join all of them .. but this time it was great .. Almost the whole gang of SIMICC were there … nice company , great food .. what more can I ask for .. Really wanted to stay longer but too bad, I had to head over to my uncle’s place … if not they will kill me for coming soooo late .. haha ..

so after san’s house , went over to my unlce’s palce .. some of my relatives couldn’t recognize me .. after the drastic changes of course .. so yea .. it was great there too .. .love my cousins sooo soooo much … dance floor was another big highlight in my uncles place … danced till really late.. had soo much fun … came back home at abt 3 am only .. so u can imagine .. I was extremely worn out.. Legs were aching from all that dancing and stuffs …

but it has a great great deepavali soo far …

here are some pictures .. only managed to take some pics cos i had to rush off to other houses ...

SIM ICC Gang

Me and Varman

Me and Sanjay ..

Kishore , Deepa , Sanjay , Me and Varman

Usha , Gaya , Sanjay and me

Deepa and me

2007-11-09T02:00:00.000-08:00

Well its friday ... jus slacked at home ... after that went out .. it was a day to be remembered .. had lots fun ... thanks .. !!!

2007-11-08T01:04:00.000-08:00

well well .. it has been really really long since i last blogged ... well my exams were just over ... papers sucked terribly for ur infos... i have no hope at all ... sickening ....
!! never mind .. lets see how things go ... anyway .. after exams i went home to sleep cos i was extremely tired from all those mugging late nights .. after that it was simply shopping shopping and shopping ... i love shopping for Indian cultural stuffs ... esp sarees , Punjabi ,bangles ect .. well saw alot of ppl that i knew there ..it was great shopping , i bought a gahgra , punjabi suit ect ... got most of them at great bargains ... suits for 140 bucks.. i got it for 70 plus .. good ha !!! lolz ..
anyway reached home only at about 4 am ... my cousin stayed over but didnt get any chance to chit chat .. cos i was exhausted ..

had to wake up early to go over to friend's and aunt's house !! first went over to buva's house ... had great meal there .. then head over to two of my aunt's houses ... i went over to bestie's aunt's house nd she came over to mine .. had a great time with ya sweetie ... muacks .. after that head over to meet another friend .. it was great .. had good fun .. laughing and stuff ... looking forward to more of these meetings .. !!! lolzzz ...

To all my dear darlings ... Happy Happy Deepavali ... hope u all have great festive season .... love ya all !!!!

2007-10-23T21:16:00.000-07:00

this is the problem ... when i feel that i would be free at my work place .. i would become soooo busy ... i even brought m books to study at work place but nah i didnt even have time to do anything else .. that busy !!!

but today i tot i would be busy .. but damn .. i am extremely free .. i practically have nothing to do ..and to make things worst my computer system was down for the past hour ... i didnt even bring a storybook ot read .. haizz ... and fustrated which is y i ended up stumbling upon this website with personality quizzes !! did quite a lot for fun ... kinda weird though but hei its cool !!!

You are happy-go-dateable.
You're out there, you're available, and you're optimistic, but you're not advertising in neon lights. You're too chill to run around chasing it, but you don't see the point in making it too difficult for someone you're interested in, 'cause at the end of the day you'd really like to meet someone nice. If they approach you, they'll meet a warm, friendly, sparkly personality who will make them glad they took the chance. And if they can't seem to work up the nerve... for the right person, we bet you'd lay it on the line and do the approaching.

You're Vanilla.
You're as popular and relaxing as vanilla ice cream. You go with the flow, and get along with all sorts of people. You appreciate peace and simplicity, so you sometimes find crowds and loud noises overwhelming. You are a chilled-out, calming influence on the people in your life, and your friends appreciate how supportive and flexible you are.

Flying Solo
From what we can tell, you have this "independence" thing down. You've got your own opinions, your own life, and you're comfortable with who you are. You're happiest in situations where you can make your own decisions, and nobody else is telling you what to do. Instead of hanging out with people who dress and act exactly like you, you probably prefer to spend time around people with varied interests. You don't take it personally if someone disagrees with you – it's fun to argue with friends once in a while!

You Are 8 Kinds of Hot
You've been waiting for summer forEVER... it's probably your favorite time of year. You get to run around and meet people that don't go to your school, plus all your favorite clothes are summer clothes -- skin-baring, hot colors, fresh as hell. You even like going to your summer job, if you have one... you could make ANY job fun. We'd say you're unpredictable, except that people always know they'll have fun when they hang out with you. Live it up, champion.

You'd change into an electric toothbrush!
Maybe you won't save the world, but you'll give it a prettier smile. As an electric toothbrush, you're an effective tool for cleaning plaque and other gunk off of people's teeth. Whenever you take on a new mission, you work tirelessly (and whirr happily) until your mission is complete. In your human form, you probably care a lot about having white teeth and fresh breath. Other people may doubt the importance of your powers, but you know that a great smile can inspire someone to fall in love with you – and fresh breath seals the deal

Exams are coming .. and i am gonna die !!!

2007-10-20T21:26:00.000-07:00

today was umzy's 21st bdae at Changi fairy point chalet ..the palce was kinda uuluu .. i and mathi got lost .. most of the taxi drivers didnt even know where the place was .. but at last we found the place ... we tot we were late cos we only reached there around 9 plus .. but the cake was only cut at 10.30 plus .. so we were considered early .. .lolzz

anyway had a great time ther e.. wanted to dance but it was extremely too late .. the dance floor started only at 11.30 plus .. and my parents started calling me umpteen times so had to leave .. .didnt even have time to take pics .... damn ...

cant wait to hang out with the SIM peeps again ....

here are some pics ... of myself of course !!

2007-10-18T21:41:00.000-07:00

well i have been really freaking busy .. that i didnt even have time to blog ... life is soo mundane now .. everyday is the same old boring thing ... work , home , study , sleep ... hiazzz .. which idiot even came up with something like exams and tests... if he /she stands before me .. i am gonna shoot the person with a machine gun !!!!!!!!!!

okie oki enough of fuming ....

like i said ... life is soo boring .. i jus wanna have fun ... cant wait for nov 7 ... have soo many many plans....

I CANT WAIT !!!

and mamoi u better be free and save lotsa money .. cos am gonna use ur money to go shopping .. hahah i know u are soo gonna smack me !!! and i dont care ... !!!! lolzz

2007-10-15T19:37:00.000-07:00

it was an unplanned meeting ... didnt plan to meet my friend ... but since my friend was on leave .. decided to meet ... went over to bugis ... it has been real long since i last met u ..but frankly u look damn good .. and hot !! oopsss .. hahah but yeah thats true ... and i was really glad to know that u remember every single good and pleasant things that happened to us .. u dont even bother to think of the bad .. and i am sooo lucky to have someone like u beside me .. i really tot the meeting would be weird .. but u made it a smooth one for me .. thank you ... even though i have hurt ya in the past .. i really hope to make it up to u .. by being a great friend and also by being by ur side thru ur ups and downs like how u have been there for me ... thanks alot ... i really thank god for a great and wonderful friend like u ...

Really planned to make ur 21st bdae a memorable one ... Enjoy Darling !!!

2007-10-15T17:55:00.000-07:00

today was our church's annual bowling challenge !! ... i simply love bowling .. invited kristy and durga over to join my team and simply jus have fun .... we always do that .. lolzz .. had a great time ... raj bought his friends from nyp .. i remember making fun of those guys back in poly ... haha ... they obviously regconized me ... so i jus acted as if i forgot them ... hahaha but it was nice seeing them .. bought back those memories of NYP !! .. haizz ..
anyway back to bowling .. i did have a few strikes .. i practically played well during the first game ... 2nd and 3rd game , i totally lost it la... hahaha my hands were damn tired .. but the grp beside me keeps on striking ...they even had lots of spares .. haizz .. my grp's scores were like 1/3 of theirs .. but hey we had a great time ... it was fun ...

after the game , we wanted to head over to newton circus for dinner .. but then all of them wanted to go yishun bk for dinner .. i am tired of yishun bk .... hahah last min .. we changed and decided to go over to my cousin's palce to watch Vstar and then ate seafood ... it was yummy ...

Vstar .. am glad that Ebi won .. even though i was hoping vignesh would win .. never mind ... he is a good entertainer and has ability to sing .. not all genre of songs though .. but nah its okie !!

anyway to this particular one person .. please please grow up .. jus becos of ur immatured behaviour i dont want ppl to have a wrong impression on me ... do whatever u want without spoiling my name ... cos if it does gets spolit ...

U ARE SO GONNA GET IT FROM ME !! I MEAN IT !!!

here are some pics .. i look soo sickly !!!

2007-10-13T21:49:00.000-07:00

It was seraj's 21st bdae today !! had a great time at the party .. it was well planned .. and yeah it was great fun .. these wonderful souls in church sabo me for a game .. balloon bursting game .. damn embrassing .. but nah still enjoyed myself .. food was great ...

after that dance floor was opened ... i really wanted to dance but none wanted to come .. i mean come on .. when its time to enjoy u enjoy ... thats the way life should be ... luckily seraj asked me to dance with him .. it was dance .. i didnt know he could dance darn sooo well ... it was good .. was impressed .. !!! Hot Hot ... hahaha .. anyway after that danced with miro .. she is a good dance partner ... i really had a great time .. only during the last song , all the guys came to dance .. i mean what's the point ... frankly speaking i really didnt know what impression church ppl had on me ... esp the aunts and uncles .. but yet again .. i didnt do anything wrong .. i love dancing.. and i dont club .. so ya .. this is the only way to enjoy myself ... and by dancing , it doesnt mean i am sinning or moving away from god .. thats a totally different story ... i know what to do ..... i dont go and do my homework during parties , and i dont dance in church ..time to enjoy i enjoy , time to be serious then i am darn serious ...
i didnt have time to take pictures cos i was too busy enjoying myself ....

Anyway seraj .. wish ya a very happy 21st bdae ... hope u like the present i got ya ....I had a great time !!!

2007-10-12T19:05:00.000-07:00

it has been a torturous week .. we didnt know that we have to hand in the report together with ppt .. so ended up giving like the half done report ..
darn .. dont know how i am going to score ... but the ppt was great .. had a great time presenting .. we even got the audience involved in our ppt .. giving out chocolates and stuff .. its bribery yes .. but hey it worked ... !!! lolzz ..after that we headed over to thomson road for a quick supper .. cos we were freaking hungry ... had a great time with my gals .. !!

Chinlish !!

2007-10-09T21:45:00.000-07:00

Chinlish !!

Ah Kow was asked to make a sentence using 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10.Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1. This is how:

1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me.. I ran until I fell 6 and threw up. So I go into 7 -eleven and grabbed some 8 to throw at him. Then I took a 9 and try to stab at him. 10 God he run away.

10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven. Next day I called my boss and told him I was 6 . He said 5 , tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work. He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand. I am so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.

Mr and Mrs Thomas !!

2007-10-06T01:56:00.000-07:00

Well went for shamala's wedding today .. !! yeah shamala is finally married ... like i always say its a gift to get married to someone that u truly love ... not everyone is that lucky u know .. thus treasure every moment u spent with that special someone peeps !!!

it was a great wedding ... though i didnt get to eat at the wedding , i am gald that everything went well ...
an incident at the wedding , it was reconcillation time .. hahah i was pissed yes .. but since u apporached me and apologise .. i forgive ya .. i realise i get angry very easily and i forgive easily ... hmmm is it good or bad?? ... lolzz ..

anyway back to the wedding , i was supposed to sing at the wedding ... while singing i forgot the entry part .. dayum.. really its lack of practise .. cos i was really very busy with school stuffs .. Sorry ppl ...

Overall , everything was great .. Congrats To the couples and winks to ya all ..

and of course since i have bought a digi cam .. see the number of pics i took .. in fact i took alot .. but only posted little ... hahaha

Yoges , nat and me !!

PosER !!

IndIan HeriTage !!

Yishun Safra !!

Sexy !! hahahaha

Hot Nat And ME !!

Pragala and me

Again Us ..

Shoban and ME !

Shalani Hottie and ME

Miroshini and me

On the way to Yishun Safra

they are ignoring me ! Sobs !!

Kisses >> Blows ss

Me and Keshika !
" THinks "
Seraj Hero and ME ..

2007-10-04T23:02:00.001-07:00

it was a tiring day today ...even though i didnt go to work .. i was simply simply tired . i woke up at abt 12 plus .. but still i was freaking tired .. i couldnt even move out from my bed ...

i had to go for a project meeting ... thank god all my darlings agree to meet me in hougang .. where it will be convienent for me ... ate dinner at delifrance .. the food there is really nice la.. but its ex ... jus 4 of us ended up paying around 60 plus plus ... mainly due to the 7% GST and 10% service charge .... Dayummm !!!

Am sleepy .. gonna sleep .. bye bye !!!

2007-10-03T22:09:00.000-07:00

Today was simply the day that i was waiting for .. a time to slack and have fun ... after soo long i met up with brinz darling after work .. since i knock off at 130 at harbourfront .. told brinda to meet me there ... it was good ... meeting the hot babe after soo long was great.. well we updated each other with our rocky lifes and joyful moments .. it was simply great jus like the TEP days rite ??? ate at the famous Chicken Rice Stall ... food wasnt really that fabulous la.. but the company was ... hahah after that we head over to GV to watch nanny's dairies ... i wanted to watch chuck and larry but since brinz wanted to catch Nanny's diairies , i agreed ... well the movie was fine .. jus a little laughter here and there .. hmmm wait nope .. it wasnt a comedy movie at all .. its abt doing what u desire to do and not do it jus becos others wan u to do it .. Fight for ur Rigghtsss !!! haha well after that i head over to bugis with gal brinz .. cos i wanted to buy my jeans ... found one .. didnt have much cash with me if not i would have bought a ear stud and also a shades .. i have soo many shades at home but i still wan more ... then we walked over to SIM lim Sqaure cos i wanted to look thru the mp4s .. didnt really had the idea to buy one .. but u know what .. i jus did the opposite ... i bought a touch-pad Mp4 .. love it sooo much ... quite ex la.. 100 plus ... but i needed a travel companion after i sold my previous mp4 .... but its nice .. love it ..love it .. !!! Girls are never satisfied !!!!!!!! lolzz ...

2007-10-02T23:21:00.000-07:00

if i dont call you

[ Its because im waiting for you to call me]

When i walk away from you mad

[ Follow me ]

When i stare at your mouth

[ Kiss me ]

When i push you or hit you

[ Grab me and dont let go ]

When i start cussing at you

[ Kiss me and tell me you love me ]

When im quiet

[ Ask me whats wrong ]

When i ignore you

[ Give me your attention ]

When i pull away

[ Pull me back ]

When you see me at my worst

[ Tell me im beautiful ]

When you see me start crying

[ Hold me and tell me everything willbe alright ]

When you see me walking

[ Sneak up and hug my waist from behind ]

When im scared

[ Protect me ]

When i lay my head on your shoulder

[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]

When i tease you

[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]

When i dont answer for a long time

[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When i look at you with doubt

[ Back yourself up ]

When i say that i like you

[ I really do more than you could understand ]

When i grab at your hands

[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]

When i bump into you

[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]

When i tell you a secret

[ keep it safe and untold ]

When i look at you in your eyes

[ dont look away until i do ]

When i miss you[ im hurting inside ]

When you break my heart

[ the pain never really goes away ]

When i say its over

[ i still want you to be mine ]

When i post this

[ i want you to read it ]

I AM BORED !!!!

2007-10-02T20:22:00.000-07:00

well one thing u would have all realised by now is that i am very busy !!!! really really busy .. and becos of that have to blog like once a week... haixxxz

Sat - hmmm i went for tution as my students are having their PSLE !! then .. i think i came back home and knock out !!

Sunday !! - went over to church ... supposed to stay back for song practice .. but i had project meeting at my place and its not nice if i the host is not there ... so had to leave early .. project meeting was good .. we finished up what we were supposed to do ... thats great !!! after that i jus dozed off ...

mon - went over regina akka's house to see her baby ... the baby is jus sooo cute .. jus like regina akka ... they are gonna name her .. jenessa sahdana .... nice name rite ... wahhhhhh .. love the baby .. i was supposed to go over to school for my lesson .. but was tired and since all my cousins were there i didt wanna leave .. soooo i ponteng !!!!! yeahahhhhh

tue - it was a damn tiring day ... after work i head over to tuiton and back home ... i realised i didnt bring my wallet .. and i had no cash at all ... Damn unlucky day !!!!!!

2007-09-28T20:39:00.000-07:00

A CHAT WITH GOD

God: Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No. Who is this?

God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.

God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.

God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God: Well, I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty?
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better, not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. It gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?
God: Problems are: An Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons to Enhance Mental Strength. An Inner strength comes from struggles and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading?
God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than Knowing your rode ahead. You work with the compass (direction). Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me?" Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.
God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery, but a process of creation.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Day with a new sense of inspiration.
God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.

Sometimes we blame everything that happens to us .. we dont stop to think of y that particular situation has occurred ... we jus blame god and others for that bad situations .. but have u ever realised how these events has made our lives even better ... the ability to think maturely , ability to analyse events and making good decisions ...
so ppl ... i dont know abt ya .. but i did learn lots and lots from these life lessons ... And i thank god for that .. he has perfected my path .. and i jus wanna pray that i will not move away from the wonderful plans of god !!

2007-09-27T19:48:00.000-07:00

well well .. it has been a week since i last blogged . well i have been extremely busy as usual .. haizz .. here is a lil update on what i did for this week ..

Monday !! - went over to Siti's place to see her baby gal ... the baby is jus sooo cute .. cant believe that a friend of mine is a mum now ... this week alot of them whom i know have given birth .. emily akka , regina akka , siti .. didnt have the time to see emily ka and regina ka's baby yet ... well back to siti's baby .. baisha is the baby's name i guess.. nahh not too sure ... anyway the baby was super super cute ... i loveEEEE babies !!!!!

Tue - hmmm dont really remember what i did .. but i think i stayed home .. was too too tired to do anything else ..

wed - hmmm went over to school abit early rite after work ... had lunch in pizza hut and then we head over to school to do project ... couldnt find a powerpoint to plug in the laptop . .so we could stay only like for 2 hrs to do project .. and then head over to class .. ho ya .. it was SIMICC orientation gathering ... didnt want to go at first cos i had class .. but i was damn tempted to go .. jus becos dear sanjay was telling me it will be fun ect .. well i was kinda new there .. but ppl there were friendly .. but alas i couldnt stay longer .. by the time they started the games .. i had to leave .. sobss .. sobss .. hope they all had a great time .. cant wait for another gathering ... !!!

THurs - wow .. today was an extremely long long day .. i had to work for a full day .. till 6 .. haizz .. damn sleepy .. then head over to PS for a quick dinner at carls Jr . .. food there is really good .. but too ex la.. haizz .. anyway after that we head out to SMU to start on our project ... the ambience in SMU was kinda nice .. we were like sitting near a park like that .. but didnt really see many ppl there ... guess all too busy studying !! hahahah

Fri - well the day has jus started but ya its going to be another long long day i guess .. cos after work i have to meet up the gals for a project meeting in PAYA LEBAR . thats like ssooooo far .. nevermind its my sweetheart house .. guess will sleep a lil there .. hahaha then have to head to school .. Cost Management ... exams ARe like nearing .. !! Damn !!

well hopefully my sat and sunday wuld be much better !! .. ho gosh no !! i have to go tution and then must mug for my exams !! ARGHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hectic Week !

2007-09-20T20:30:00.000-07:00

well ... this week has been kinda hectic la... i practically had soo much of things to do ... had a few surprise calls from people that i never expect calls from ... sometimes i jus wonder how some ppl can behave as if nothing is wrong when everything actually went wrong ... anyhoots .. i jus appeared casual la.. everything seems so normal now... good that i tend to take things easy now ... All the wonderful plans of god ... Love ya to the max Lord ...

anyway i think most probably i would not be shopping for the mp4 now .. Gosh i cant believe i actually spent almost 1 k in two months.. on what i spent ???? i got no IDEA !!! hahax .. ya so i have to wait for my next pay ... thats is like two weeks away .. Damn ... my shopping plans on sat might be cancelled .. nah .. never mind i think i would go for tution and maybe head back home for an eye shut .. and of course STUDY !!.. i have been slacking lots and lots ... haizz .. time to hit the books ..!! my company lawtest is a goner la... i really dont wanna talk abt it ...

WEll here are some random pics that i was supposed to upload .. enjoy !!

pic taken long time back ..

Seetha and the Gals

Ravanan and the gals

Part of SIM ICC at Semis

Another Shot ..

2007-09-16T19:39:00.000-07:00

WEnt shopping today !! hurray !! with my bro and mom .. i was supposed to buy her a saree for her birthday so we decided to head over to little india yet again ... ate a sumptious indian food in a resturant and decided to start shopping .. first i had to force my mom to buy some punjabi suits for myself .. all my punjabi suits are too big for me.. and i only have grand ones to wear to wedding and parties .. obviously i cant wear them to church all rite ... i had a couple of ppl coming up to me and asking y am i wearing causually to church ... come on la.. ppl .. jus for these some ppl i came up with reasons .. got it>>> came up ... !!

i got no punjabi suits that fits me !!
I am damn damn comfortable wearing my causal wear
i am damn lazy to iron my clothes

hmm what else .. ya la cant think of any ... well i like to wear punjabi suit also la.. but damn freaking lazy to iron ... i am a lazy lazy bum who comes to church late most of the time ...

haha ... anyway back to my story ... had a good time shopping .. and guess what instead of buying my mom a saree , i ended up buying a saree for both me and my mom ... haizz .. i am a REal ShOPoHOLiC .... well after that , we head over to Sim Lim square .. i so need a digi camera and guess what i bought my camera ... love it to the max ... i am a cam freak !!! yeah yeah . .so from now onwards u can see a lot of photo filled posts .. haha

i think i spent almost 400 plus plus in jus one day .. Damn ... and i still haven paid my handphone bills ... anybody wanna help ????

after that we head over to bugis .. did a little shopping there .. i controlled myself and made sure i dont buy anything .. saw a shop where i can do piercing .. might do on sat or so ... hopefully !!

now i still have to buy a mp4 player .. might be heading over to little india and bugis this sat ... anyone FREE !!!

2007-09-13T06:20:00.000-07:00

well was supposed to meet up with a " Smart " @$^*%^ today .. but in the end .. that Arse couldnt make it .. at least be nice enough to tell me earlier la... damn it ... i should really thanks kristy babe for saving my day la.... THANKS A ZILLION BABE !! i owe u big time ....
we head out to for mini shopping .. but after that decided to have dinner in billy bombers .... the food that is extremely good la... serious .. it was great ... !! yummy ....

Kristy with her fillet dory fish

Me with my cream of mushroom !!

My BBQ chicken .. Yum yum

THe 70s look of billy bombers .. it looked nice

Kristy ..

Well here are some random pics that was taken long time back .. but jus only got hold of it ...

My kaya babe and mua !!

Us again .,.. i took a lot of pics in her camera .. Vain me !!

Aaraanthana Semi finals ... THe evil man with the act scared gals

THe gals with seetha !! hahaha .. we were looking at sathish camera but varman couldnt resist taking pic of us ... hahaha thats the reason y we are not looking at the camera .. anywya i love this gals to bits !!

2007-09-12T20:37:00.000-07:00

its my mom's birthday today !!! Happy birthday mommy dearest . .and of course darling sakinah shares the same birthday as my mom's .. i messaged her and also called a few times .. but the calls get rejected ... damn .... anyway Sak .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA TOO !!!!! Will meet up with ya soon !!

well my dad took off today , my bro had holidays .. so the only busy one was me ... but since my work ends by 1.30 i didnt take leave ... .. head over to little india with my family ... and had a delicious meal in BANANA LEAF APOLLO .. yummy .. i simply love the food there .. it was jus irresistable .... it was a good time together with family .. after that had a little shopping spree .. though i didnt buy anything .. it was mom's birthday .. sha has to be the star of the day rite .. so i jus walked around ... but of course did see a few stuffs that i wanna get hold of ... lolzz

after lil shopping , we head to yishun for a movie ... wanted to watch maruthamalai movie ... another arjun movie after soo long .. and gosh ... arjun looked real real good in this movie ... damn macho ... *Droolss * Drools ** ..well the movie was okie only la.. it was as if i am watching mudhalvan but with a much edited version ...

After the movie , we head over to the Timezone in yishun ... it was a great time with my folks la.. serious ... we were like playing some machine gun game , daytona ( my favourite ) .. .it was very nice to see my parents join in the fun .. saw kanda uncle and his family .. of course without the two gals ... hahaha ... anyway i had a major project to do , therefore we headed back home .... we didnt want to cut a ckae for mom cos its seemed so normal ... so my dearie bro decided to do something different using stuffs from the house .. unforetunetly there was only bread and some nuts ... and guess what we did .. TADA !!!!

hhahahahahahaha .. my mom had a shock of her life when she saw that ... hahahahah even my dad .. but it was fun capturing her reactions ... !! love ya mom .. hope u had a great time ..

2007-09-11T21:08:00.000-07:00

Something For Ur Thoughts

The power of THOUGHT.

Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think about. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires.

The power of GIVING.

If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive.To love is to give of yourself, freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. Before committing to a relationship, ask not what the other person will be able to give to you,but rather what will you be able to give them. The secret formula of a happy, lifelong, loving relationship is to always focus on what you can give instead of what you can take.

The power of RESPECT.

You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself, "What do I respect about myself?" To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself "What do I respect about them?"

The power of FRIENDSHIP.

To find a true love, you must first find a true friend. Love does not consist of gazing into each other's eyes, but rather looking outward together in the same direction. To love someone completely you must love them for who they are, not what they look like. Friendship is the soil through which love's seeds grow. Ifyou want to bring love into a relationship, you must first bring friendship.

The power of LETTING GO.

If you love something, let it free. If it comes back to you, it's yours; if it doesn't, it never was. Even in a loving relationship, people need their own space. If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts and grievances. Love means letting go of our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions. "Today I let go of all my f ears, the past has no power over me -today is the beginning of a new life."

The power of COMMUNICATION.

When we learn to communicate openly and honestly, life changes. To love someone is to communicate with them.Let the people you love know that you love them and appreciate them. Never be afraid to say those three magic words: "I Love You." Never let an opportunity pass to praise someone.Always leave someone you love with a loving word - it could be the last time you see them! If you were about to die but could make telephone calls to the people you loved, who would you call, what would you say and ... whyare you waiting?

The power of COMMITMENT.

If you want to have love in abundance,you must be committed to it, and that commitment will be reflected in your thoughts and actions. Commitment is the true test of love. If you want to have loving relationships, you must be committed to loving relationships.When you are committed to someone or something, quitting is never an option. Commitment distinguishes a fragile relationship from a strong one.

The power of PASSION.

Passion ignites love and keeps it alive. Lasting passion does not come through physical attraction alone, it comes from deep commitment,enthusiasm, interest and excitement.Passion can be recreated by recreating past experiences when you felt passionate. Spontaneity and surprises produce passion. The essence of love and happiness are the same; all we need to do is to live each day with passion.

The power of TOUCH.

Touch is one of the most powerful expressions of love, breaking down barriers and bonding relationships.Touch changes our physical and emotional states and makes us more receptive to love.

The power of TRUST.

Trust is essential in all loving relationships. Without it, one person becomes suspicious, anxious and fearful and the other person feel strapped and emotionally suffocated.You cannot love someone completely unless you trust them completely. Act as if your relationship with the person you love will never end. One of the ways you can tell whether a person is right for you is to ask yourself, "Do I trust them completely and unreservedly?" If the answeris "no", think carefully before making a commitment.

2007-09-10T20:49:00.000-07:00

well its monday today ... received some warning messages from dear sharon ... got kinda scared la... actually its true also ... hmmmm well sat down after so long to have a little prayer .. well it was extremely difficult but u know what i felt really peaceful and calm after that .. thats the power of JESUS !!!!

well after that i totally changed the way i think and see things .. i realised that no matter what i should never trust anyone or put so much of hope on anyone .... even those i tot are close to me ... one of the mistake i do is that i tend to trust ppl sooo fast and too quickly and end up getting hurt .. i do so much for ppl without expecting anything .. but in the end i end up getting all the blame .. Darn it ... anyway from now onwards am not going to trust anyone that easliy except my family and god ... cos no matter what i think only my family will be there for me till the end ... and ya i learnt a wonderful lesson from here .. seriously now am not upset at all .. infact i am elated that at least now i know the mistake i made ....

i will still help ppl ... cos thats my nature .. but if i sense tht u have some bloody thing up ur sleeve then u are sooo gonna get it from me ...

NEVER TRUST ANYONE EASLIY EXCEPT FAMILY AND GOD !!!!!

2007-09-09T20:03:00.000-07:00

well am feeling so much better now ... but kinda tired ... went for the Aarathana Semi finals to put make up for our ccp ppl .. had real good fun with them ... they are a very nice bunch of ppl ... laughing and making fun ... lolzzz

well make up was good ... i liked it lots ... will soon get hold of the pics .. i think they are in darsha's or geetha's cam ... i so need a digi cam la.... haizzz ... and u know what !!!!! WE got into the finals for CCP .. yeahhhhhhh .... soooo cool... great job done guys ... WEll Done .. all the best for the finals ... surley SIM will do well .. yeah ..
well supposed to head out for lunch with darsha , geetha , varman , satheeish and rooban ... but had to meet durga to get some papers .. so had to rush off ... was extremely hungry la... lucky varman bought some little finger food for us .. .thanks sooo much VARMAN .. sooo sweet of u .. lolzzz

after that i jus slack at home .. did try to study but nothing went into my head .. like i said i was sooo confused at the rate my life is going ... haizzz and as usual didnt go church .. horrible me !!!!

time to take control of my life

2007-09-04T22:01:00.000-07:00

well it was a tiring day ... i am sooo sooo shagged la.. i am really of the verge of breaking down .. i jus have like sooo many things on hand that i am lost at the moment ... haizz

things are not going too well for me ... feel like jus sitting down and cry ... hate this sooooo much .... friends are also making life difficult for me ... well thank god that the argument didnt last for very long .. if not i would jus have been crushed to the max .... seriously i jus dont know what has happened ... it has been really long since i last went to church or have a decent prayer .. maybe thats y life is going down the gutters !!! DAMN >.. gosh i need to take control of my life back again .. yes .. i need to ... if not am jus going to end up rotting away ...

anyway i have lots of things to concentrate on ... exams ... assignments ... work ... and dance had been cancelled due to some circumstances ... well not really sure if its a good thing or a bad one .. but it sure did give me plenty of time to concentrate on other important things like EXAMS !!!

dance pract

2007-09-02T19:16:00.000-07:00

like i said i have major problem waking up in the morning .. poor cousin of mine .. sorry sorry la dear .. she wanted to go church at 11am .. but i extra told her that i am going for the 8am service ..and she decided to follow me ... poor gal called me early in the morning after getting ready and asked me what i was doing .. WEll i was SLEEPING .. sooo sorry dear.. hahaha .. so i ended up going for the 11am service with dad ... but i left early cos i had dance practice at 3 ...

well as usual ..my dear dance members were late .. indian timings !!! rooban ,geetha and santhish came late !! mathi and i were waiting at woodlands function hall like porrukis like that .. lolz ... after that we realised that there is no power at the powerpoints in the hall .. then rooban drove us to some function hall in sembawang ... where we could practise the dance ... now what happened next was a big big joke .. our semi finals is on 8th sept .. and we changed the song again .. cos with that song we cant win .... so yupzz we changed again ... and ya still haven even started cheographing for the song ... really got no idea whats gonna happen ... then after that we all head to some coffeeshop in katib ... really fun bunch of ppl ... !!! had great time with them ... anyway gonna have a change of dance partner .. dinesh is my partner it seems .. and ya i have never see him b4 .... well more bloopers awaits for me !!

anyway came across these pic ... when my darlings and i had gone for dinner at pizza hut .... cant wait to go out la...

wedding

2007-09-01T19:16:00.000-07:00

well today was kinda busy day !! had tution in the morning and after that i was supposed to go over to my company's event in Sentosa !! it has been real long since i last went over to sentosa .. haizz ... but too bad i had to attend my cousin's wedding in the evening thus i had to head back home ... bad bad !!! never mind sentosa i will come there soon ... SiloSo beach !!!! haha .. anyway met my relatives after a long time .. these set of cousins are kinda far related .. and u know what ... my cousin married kannan's cousin thus .. now kannan and i are cousins !! haha .. singapore is indeed small and to add on singapore's indian community is even smaller ... lolzz anyway . had good indian wedding food after quite some time ..

gosh am putting on weight sia .. must lose weight again .... !!! okie am tired .. tot of going to church at 8am tomolo .. provided i wake up ..

Am fine again !

2007-08-31T18:12:00.000-07:00

well went to watch evan almighty today with durga babe ... really had a great time with her ... it has been so long i hang out with her like that.. anyway .. back to the movies ... it was funny kinda nice .. but i stil think i prefer bruce almighty ... in this movie they changed the concept of noah's story ... instead of the 40 days of raining .. the darn dam broke !!! come on la.... !! so i would rate the movie 5/10 ... wanted to watch license to wed since my friends told me it was really really funny .. but the movie is not showing in cinemas anymore ... haizzz

well i am back on track in my life already .. past is past .. now i am moving on to this beautiful life of mine... really am going to enjoy to the fullest.. after all there are many fishes in the sea ... so if one is gone there is always another wonderful soul out there who is gonna appreciate me for who i am .. so there .. Sinthiya is Fine AGain ... !! yeahh .. Thanks lord for everything .. Love ya !!

its over ...

2007-08-30T18:44:00.000-07:00

ITS OVER !!!!

u know what i kinda expected that this was going to happen ....the time that u didnt bother calling or saying u are tired and all .. i knew something was wrong ... maybe u have found someone nicer i guess .... i was extremely shocked when u acted as if u dont know what happened at all ... DAMN U !!!! Ask urself la... what was going on ??? really ask urself .. u sure u really didnt know or u are denying the fact !!!

i was soooo crushed and upset by what u said .. to think u didnt even call back ... wahhhh louu... i feeling like squeezing ur neck ... but ya who am i to u .... NOBODY RITE !! think back la... jus think back of every single thing u mentioned to me .. cos i clearly didnt forget anything .. i know that people can be tired and its difficult to connect back after being apart for so long ... but i seriously didnt know that a trip overseas will make one lose THeir Darn MemorY ....

fine .. i guess we got nothing to talk abt la... i dont top have anything to do with a person who doesnt appreciate me at all ... i was willing to be with u all the way .. support u and all .. i even overlooked ur past and present and was willing take u as who u are .. but u had to disappoint me rite /..??? thanks alot ..

anyway i am not going to sit and cry like others .. i have a great life ahead and i am going to enjoy it ... i will take this incident as a good lesson and move on .. thanks for the wonderful few days i spent with ya .. those were happy moments and i dont deny that .. but all good things must come to an end ...

and it jus did !!!!!

I MISS YA ... DO U ???

2007-08-29T19:14:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wonder do i have to go thru all these .. jus wonder if i deserve this ... i was extremely happy that u are back from a long long trip .. i understand that u are tired and that it will take sometime before u can connect with ppl around here .. esp me ... but arent u like going to give it a try and get closer quickly .. are u like waiting for a miracle to happen ??? no i jus dont understand.. u know that i have no way to contact ya.. then how can u expect me to call ?? in fact i did ..twice but u were busy !!! and u didnt get back to me ... i assume that it was u who called me from private number at 10 plus ... but i told u the day before that i have dance practice .. couldnt u have called a few more times ... at 11pm or 12 am maybe .. i was waiting u know ...
i dont know how u are able to stay without hearing each other ... u were away and i missed u so much .. but now u are near here but i feel like i miss u even more ... near yet so far ... and surprisingly u didnt call me the whole day today .... i dont know whats going on la.. seriously pls dont tell me BUSY !! so busy till u couldnt travel to work , eat , sleep .... i dont expect u to hang on the phone with me for 24 hrs .. jus 5 mins .. okie since u are sooooooo busy 1min .. jus call and say i will be busy and that i wont be able to call u .. at least i know u still care rite .. what would u do if i do the same thing to u ... maybe jus maybe u wont feel anything

.... I REALLY MISS U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO U ???

2nd dance Practice

2007-08-28T18:18:00.000-07:00

Well well .. yesterday was yet another tiring day ... had to go work in the morning ... after that tution and lastly dance practice ... gosh .. i was extremely busy .. didint even have time to eat at all ... that busy ...

dance practice was so much better yesterday ... really nice ppl that i am working with ... found the other dance member .. and it is none other than RooBan ( the ICC president) hahaha .. so now there are three couples .. jus nice .... so we are almost finished i guess .. lolzz ... actually not really la.. we finished only like 1 min plus of the song.. still got 3 more mins to go .. Can u imagine next next sat is the Semis and we are like still practising ... haizz ... need to cordinate with satheeish for the colour of our costume .... have asked others for Gahgra/Lehnga too .. if anyone has Gahgra please lend me ... for those who dont know what is a Gahgra/lenhgA is ....here it looks something like this ..

so if anyone jus lend me for one day !!! thanks ppl .. and pls get for me colours that both gender can wear . cos if i wear pink then my partner has to wear pink which he has strongly told me not to wear!!! hahaha so ya help me dearies

well mexican .. i really didnt get a chance to talk to u since i was so busy and ya u were busy too ... but jus wanna tell i miss ya !!!!! cant wait to meet ya ... provided i have the time la darling .. .hahahah ...

stress

2007-08-27T21:12:00.000-07:00

am not feeling too good now .. feeling damn sick .. my flu still haven subsided .. very bad .. well hear my darlz voice after so so long ... am really glad that darlzz is fine ... was kinda worried la.. but ............really missed ya alot mexican .. but not sure if ya did miss me !!!
dont know la... miss those times... hopefully that time will come back soon.. MUACKS !!

hiazzz ... ya am really happy ... some spark is missing ... dont know what is that .. guess time is needed ... a tired soul doesnt see spark .. okie fine am talking nonsense again .... the flu bug is hitting my brains.. i jus wanna sleep ... later got class ... ho gosh i forgot .. must pass up project today .. damn ..!!! gtg bye !!

STRESSED UP

2007-08-24T18:13:00.000-07:00

well is getting really stressed up ... had my law test today .. am damn it was a killer ... its a 1 hr paper ... but for the first half hour i was practically staring at the paper ... am gonna die big time ... thank god it was an open book test ... which means i can even bring in my written notes.. other papers ... but fliping thru the pages during exam is a headache .....some how i managed to do the paper la... think am gonna fail ... god help me ..!!!!

after that there was class but i had bad cold and wasnt feeling well so i skipped class ....

i got like so many things on hand now ... started working in a shipping company in harbourfront ... from morning 8.30 to 1.30 pm ... its a damn simple job .. but waking up in the morning is what i hate... cos i come back home at 12 am from sch .. by the time i sleep it will be 2am .. and then next morning must wake up again ..not only that i have tutions in the afternoons , competiton's coming up so need to go for dance practices , exams and projects !!! and sometimes have to go church for practices too .... i simply got no time for myself.... not even time to watch tv , study , hang out ect .... DAMN BIG TIME !!!! ... feel like stopping work but its a damn simple job with great great pay ... wat am i to do ??? ...

anyway .. semi finals is on 8th sept .. my dance group members are nice ppl .. but i still haven got very comfortable with them yet ... and it has been really long since i last danced so my body is kinda stiff ... hahah and i cant seem to come up with any dance steps while the others are trying to come up with steps i jus stare at them ... lolzz they must have thought what this dumb gal trying to do ... well well i am now comfortable already .. so next meeting i am sure i am some stpes to show them .. well its a couple dance kinda thingy .. so feel a bit weird la.. but then .. there is always a first time to everything rite !!

Molly's 21st ...

2007-08-14T17:56:00.000-07:00

Had a day out with my gals ... since it was molly's 21st bdae ... durga , kristy and i decided to treat her to newton dinner .... the food there is real good .... yummy ... had a great time with my darlings ... its been real long since i last met molly ... even though we stay in the same neighbourhood , we jus dont have the time to meet up ... well we bought stingray ,satay , mee , chicken , ect .. was so damn full that we couldnt eat finish ... lolsss... after that we went over to bugis for a lil shopping ... i needed to buy a bag ... my CLUB 69 Bag..... love my bag lotsa lots ... only one problem .. its kinda big that everywhere i go i hit someone .. hahahaha ... well i need to buy shoes also .. and more clothes .. i also dont know y even though my cupboard is damn full , i still think i dont have enough clothes .. this is bad !!!

well the pics are not with me now .. shall post it another day !!

Trust in Relationship

2007-08-12T09:11:00.000-07:00

TRUST
Trust is a very impt factor for all
relationships.When trust is broken,it
is the end of the relationship.Lack of
trust leads to suspicion,suspicion
generates anger,anger causes enmity &
enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that 1 day
she received a phone call.She
answered,"Public Utilities Board."
There was silence.She repeated, "PUB."
There was still no answer When she was
going to cut off the line she Heard
a lady's voice, "Oh so this is PUB.
Sorry, I got the number from my
Husband's pocket but I do not know
whose number it is."

W/o mutual trust,just imagine what will
happen to the couple if the telephone
operator answered with just "hello"
instead of "PUB".

NO FINGERS POINTING
A man asked his father-in-law, "Many
ppl praised u for a successful
marriage. Could u pls share with me ur
secret?"The father-in-law answered in a
smile,"Never criticize ur wife for her
shortcomings or when she does smth
wrong. Always bear in mind that becos
of her shortcomings & weaknesses,she
cld not find a better husband than u."

We all look 4ward to being loved &
respected.Many ppl are afraid of
losing face.Generally,when a person
makes a mistake,he wld look ard to find
a scapegoat to point the finger at.This
is the start of a war.We shld always
rmbr that when we point 1 finger at a
person,the other 4 fingers are pointing
at ourselves.

If we 4give the others, others will
ignore our mistake too.

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS
A person visited the govt matchmaker
for marriage,SDU,& requested "I am
looking for a spouse.Pls help me to
find a suitable 1."The SDU officer
said,"Ur requirements,pls."Oh,good
looking,polite,humorous,sporty,knowledgeable,

good in singing & dancing. Willing
to accompany me the whole day at home
during my leisure hour,if I don't go
out.Telling me interesting stories when
I need companion for conversation & be
silent when I want to rest."The officer
listened carefully & replied,"I
understand u need a television."

There is a saying that a perfect match
can only be found btw a blind wife & a
deaf husband,becos the blind wife
cannot see the faults of the husband &
the deaf husband cannot hear the
nagging of the wife.Many couples are
blind & deaf at the courting stage &
dream of perpetual perfect relationship.
Unfortunately,when the excitement of
love wears off,they wake up & discover
that marriage is not a bed of roses.
The nightmare begins.

NO OVERPOWERING
Many relationships fail becos 1 party
tries to overpower another,or demands
too much.Ppl in love tend to think that
love will conquer all & their spouses
will change the bad habits aft
marriage. Actually,this is not the
case. There is a Chinese saying which
carries the meaning that "It is easier
to reshape a mountain or a river than a
person's character."

It is not easy to change. Thus,having
high expectation on changing the spouse
character will cause disappointment and
unpleasantness.

It would be less painful to change
ourselves & lower our expectations

RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries
the meaning that "A speech will either
prosper or ruin a nation." Many
relationships break off because of
wrong speech. When a couple is too
close with each other, we always forget
mutual respect & courtesy. We may say
anythg w/o considering if it would hurt
the other party.

A friend & her millionaire husband
visited their construction site. A
worker who wore a helmet saw her &
shouted, "Hi, Emily! Remember me? We
used to date in secondary school." On
the way home, her millionaire
husband teased her, "Luckily u married
me. Otherwise u will be the wife
of a construction worker." She
answered ,"U should appreciate that u
married me. Otherwise, he will be the
millionaire and not u."

Frequently exchanging these remarks
plants the seed for a bad relationship.
It's like a broken egg - cannot be
reversed.

PERSONAL PERCEPTION

Different people have different
perception. One man's meat could be
another man's poison. A couple bought a
donkey from the market. On the way
home, a boy commented, "Very stupid.
Why neither of them ride on the
donkey?" Upon hearing that, the husband
let the wife ride on the donkey. He
walked besides them. Later, an old man
saw it and commented, "The husband is
the head of family. How can the wife
ride on the donkey while the husband is
on foot?" Hearing this, the wife
quickly got down and let the husband
ride on the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an
old Lady. She commented, "How can the
man ride on the donkey but let the wife
walk. He is no gentleman." The husband
thus quickly asked the wife to join him
on the donkey. Then, they met a young
man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how
can u hold up the weight of 2 persons.
They are cruel to u." Hearing that, the
husband & wife immediately climbed down
from the donkey and carried it on their
shoulders.

It seems to be the only choice left.
Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey
was frightened & struggled. They lost
their balance & fell into the river. U
can never have everyone praise u, nor
will everyone condemn u. Never in the
past, not at present, & never will be
in the future.

Thus, do not be too bothered by others
words if our conscience is clear...

BE PATIENT
This is a true story which happened in
the States. A man came out of his
home to admire his new truck. To his
puzzlement, his 3-year-old son was
happily hammering dents into the shiny
paint of the truck. The man ran to
his son, knocked him away, hammered the
little boy's hands into pulp as
punishment. When the father calmed
down, he rushed his son to the
hospital.

Although the doctor tried desperately
to save the crushed bones, he finally
had to amputate the fingers from both
the boy's hands. When the boy woke up
from the surgery & saw his bandaged
stubs, he innocently said, "Daddy, I'm
sorry about your truck." Then he
asked, "but when are my fingers going
to grow back?" The father went home &
committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time
someone steps on ur feet or u wish to
take revenge. Think first before u lose
your patience with someone u love.
Trucks can be repaired. Broken bones &
hurt feelings often can't. Too often
we fail to recognize the difference
between the person and the performance.
We forget that forgiveness is greater
than revenge.

People make mistakes.We are allowed to
make mistakes.But the actions we
take while in a rage will haunt us
forever......

2007-08-10T07:40:00.000-07:00

Financial accounting lecture was extremely bored ... cos the lecturer was going in circles in explaining a simple thing .... he would start of well and i would perfectly understand .. but in his so called attempt to recap will turn disastrous .. making me damn confused .. so for the second part of the lecture i listened to him when he explained the first time and then after that .. started taking pics .... hehehehe smart ha .... lolzz

my lecture .. love my table ..

our yakult masterpiece

another masterpiece

all our yakults .. in front of my ricola... kirsty dropped it .. arghhh !!!

and of course whats my blog without me ... wanted to take with durga but she felt she looked tired and alll ... haizzzz galsss galssss ... and kirsty and i did take pictures .. but it was blur .. i ssooooooo need a digi cam .....

hero if ya seeing this .. buy for me k ... love ya .. and miss ya !!!!

national day ..

2007-08-09T07:59:00.000-07:00

well i would like to wish Singapore a happy 42nd birthday ... actually i feel thankful that i am born in a place like singapore .. okie la .. even though there are certain things that bothers me .. like stressed sch system , lack of decent places to hang out , lack of shopping places ect .. i am still thankful ... compared to some other countries ... .. once again happy birthday .. even though i missed watching the fireworks in live .. i am happy that i spent my national day with wonderful friend .. thanks alot .. nice to have these kind of friends .. of course la.. there are bad one too .. but hopefully these bunch are not .. lolzz ....

caught rush hour 3 .. it is damn damn nice ... and extremly funny .... i rate it 9/10 .. i was practically laughing the whole time .. chris tucker is a good comedian .. but too bad jackie wasnt as fast and swift like last time . and there were fewer stunts done by him .. but overall it was great.. and watching it with a great friend made the movie even nicer ......