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Friday, March 31, 2006Y
9:07 AM

Thursday, March 30, 2006Y
5:34 AM
You Raised Me Up
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, Until you come and sit a while with me. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up: To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up: To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up: To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up: To more than I can be. You raise me up: To more than I can be.
THis song is really beautiful ..... melts my heart.... remind me of the times that my family and friends encourage me to suceed in life... To everyone who were there for me whenever i needed u , i am dedicating this song to u... love u sooo much people.... i thank god for having this wonderful people in my life.... i love u soo much .. Listen and enjoy ......

Wednesday, March 29, 2006Y
7:04 PM
my teacher is on holidays.. that means that sinthiya is on holiday too. hehe haha.. wel i will wake up late and leave school early.. hmm really hope that i would not get caught !! well had song practise yesterday for the new cd that we are producing.. i dont really know how i sounded but there are people who are way much better tan me.. all god's grace .. must practise hard.. anyway doing this simply for my god and definetly not doing it for pride.... well the songs are nice n upbeat .. makes me wanna dance .. haha.. imagine me dancing in church.. embrassed ..

well really my block leave is next week but before that got heaps of things to pass up .. my personal selling report , summary report and or ya must collect items for personal selling. hiazzzz.z..z..z.zz. sickening ...
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got tution later ...
tired woman .. its ok ... have to slog now to enjoy later ...

Tuesday, March 28, 2006Y
8:22 AM
~~~++ Because You Loved ME ~~~++

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love i found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand i could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and i stood tall
I had your love i had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe i don't know that much
But i know this much is true
I was blessed because i was loved by you
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when i was weak
You were my voice when i couldn't speak
You were my eyes when i couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when i couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
I'm everything i am
Because you loved me
Am dedicating this beautiful AND meaningful Celine Dion song ... to my beloved PARENTS AND BRUDDER !!!! THANX FOR BEING THERE FOR ME !!!



Sunday, March 26, 2006Y
5:43 AM
took backup on sat anD sun .. had fever also .. but no choice i had to take backup as i was the only one there ... haizz .. well today was fine.. saw my friend's guy .. hmm i got nothing to comment abt.. as long as she is happy , i will be happy for her ...

saw another person also .. but din really bother.. i got nothing to talk or say to that person .. better this way .. no sarcastic comment from that person ...

well sharon's bdae cuming .. hmm what shall i get for her ? Lexus car? diamond ring? Valentino Dress ?? ok ok .. i dont have that much of cash la.. jus playing a fool ....


this is my dream car.. LEXUS SC ... must work hard to buy man.. will do it.. yeAA !!! hahah



Nice rite ... haizzz....

Saturday, March 25, 2006Y
6:38 AM
"Sometimes the two people meant for each other are the last two people to realize it "


Isnt this soo true... > well AS FOR me i have decided to stop thinking abt "things " and get on with life.. i tot that i will not think abt stuffs for two yrs and will eventually forget it.. but end up i saw it today .... still as fresh as b4 and as usual not caring abt anything else in life except selfness... was soo proud of itself and was smiling with a glee in face .. i dont know what to say or do .. thus as usual just laughed at its changed appearance and walked away .... but luckily , the blow isnt too hard like last time... i think eventuALLY will forget abt it.. anyway to it , i am nothing to even consider thinking ... thus , i will stop acing like a mad woman and carry on with life ... WITHOUT IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

guess some of u didnt understand what i was crapping abt .. its ok .. i wrote this way cos i dont wan u to know !!!!!!! SORRY !!



Friday, March 24, 2006Y
6:17 AM
Hmmm today is 24th of march . My darling friend's 21'st b'dae.. we met while we were attached to Fusion !! well it was great to meet this wonderful ppl ... they are soo nice and make u feel that u are part of them .. i love to be with friends like thAT ...

so we made it a surprise to chin fong.. and asked her to come to Mac to spent some time together ... ho by the way chin fong is a malaysian ... hehe . malaysians are actually very nice ppl .. got few great and wonderful friends from there .. ok lA... dont be too happy k ..

yupzz surprise ... we sang happy birthday and wished her well .... hehe .. here are some pictures taken for fun .... will post more pictures when i get hold of it k .........










THe B'dae Cake !!!

Another pic of the delicious Cake !!! Chin fong And her cake ... with carloyn hand..

THen in th evening went to cell group to see my B.E.A.U.tiful niece .... its been already one mth... man time is running really fast.. in no time she will be running and disturbing people ..... hehe

This girl lovesss to stare and pose for pictures... hmmm CUTE !!!! i love her ... I am her young auntie u know.. hehe ........

okie okie ... gtg ..byeeeeeeeee

Thursday, March 23, 2006Y
6:34 PM
Today team 4 organized the leadership workshop for us !!!it was fun .. played games ... like blindfold , carry the pail and draw the fish .... well it was fun ... enjoyed it..

haizz , memories of someone came crashing in my mind .. Y do i have to think of ******* ... i mean ya i know that it no point but alas .. my stoopid brain doesnt think that . ma heart takes control ...
well here are some quotes that are really worth reading !!! esp for me .. haizzz.. forget it la.. LOVE is PAIN !! !!

~*~Sometimes you have to sacrifice LOVE, just to save a FRIENDSHIP.~*~

~*~It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.~*~

~*~I sit there and think of a million reasons of why to get over you. I can think of so many, but the number one reason is because I know we're just friends, and that's all we'll ever be. But I guess a small part of me still holds onto a little bit of hope, that one day, just maybe, we could be more.~*~

~*~I don't miss him, I just miss who I thought he was.~*~







never mind people shall not bore u wif my prob...














well today was the last day for me to do personal selling.. nobody bought anything from me.. its ok.. i jus bought a few stuffs for myself.. well got my pay.. hmm what shall i do wif it ... tot of going for a manicure or pedicure .. if not go spa.. really need to destress myself .. after soo many things that happened in my life. ..


ho by the way .. i finished my flash project.. let me try putting it up k..

oopsss .. no i cant put it up .. Alas !!! gtg bye ..

Tuesday, March 21, 2006Y
6:32 AM
surpriSINgly !! we were asked to organiZe a creative workshop !! .. LOLz that means we are creative man / hehe

somehow we came up with the plans and ideas ..
well baciscally all they had to do is to act out a skit and our dear fraser will go in and create an problem and the teams must think of creative ways to overcome the situations...

funny !!


Came across this website ... Movies For Romatics !!! read on and watch the movie ....

1. Pretty Woman: This is a somewhat unconventional take on the boy-meets-call-girl and goes from rags to riches plot. Vivian Ward (Julia Roberts) is a prostitute in Los Angeles, California. While working one night, New Yorker Edward Lewis (Richard Gere) pulls up in his flashy sports car and asks for directions to his hotel. Taken with the feisty woman and altogether unhappy with his career and life, Edward offers Vivian $3,000 to be his professional companion for a week. She accepts and their love story begins. In a week's time the two opposites fall in love. Soon it's time for Edward to return to New York, but can he walk away from this emotional investment? Roberts scored an Academy Award nomination for her role in this crowd-pleasing comedy. Gere, who first stole hearts in American Gigolo and An Officer and a Gentleman, was thrust back into the spotlight and soon earned the title of People magazine's Sexiest Man Alive.

2. Sleepless in Seattle: After Sam Baldwin's (Tom Hanks) wife dies, he moves to Seattle to start a new life with his 8-year-old son Jonah. Still feeling the pain from her death, Jonah calls a radio talk show to ask for a new wife for his dad. Soon Sam is bombarded with letters from women wanting to marry him. Annie Reed (Meg Ryan) hears Jonah on her car radio and takes an interest in Sam's story. As Jonah reads the letters of possible love interests for his dad, he comes across Annie's and tells Sam that he wants Annie as his new mom. Jonah concocts a way to try to get Sam and Annie together, but can two strangers fall in love? Will Sam take another chance on love again? Even though their first romantic comedy collaboration -- Joe Versus the Volcano -- tanked at the box office, Ryan and Hanks rebounded with this gem and cemented their reputation as Hollywood's cutest couple.

3. An Officer and a Gentleman: Zack Mayo (Richard Gere) is a Navy brat. Having grown up with an abusive alcoholic father, Zack wants to continue in his father's military tradition, but that's it. Paula Pokrifki (Debra Winger) is an average woman who works in a factory. She doesn't have much of a past but knows that she wants more of a future. The two meet and soon fall in love, but Zack's commitment issues jeopardize the union. In the end, he realizes that he really does love her and has to confront and defeat the ghosts of his past. Lou Gossett, Jr. walked away with a Best Supporting Actor Oscar for his work as the tough-as-nails drill sergeant who makes Zack's life a living hell. And speaking of memorable, who can forget a dreamy-looking Gere in his Navy whites as he literally sweeps Debra Winger off her feet?


4. Titanic: Recipe for a tearjerker: Take one boy and one girl. Put on a luxury liner. Add ice. Shake. Jack Dawson (Leonardo DiCaprio) wins a ticket aboard the new luxury cruise liner, the Titanic, in a poker game. Rose DeWitt Bukater (Kate Winslet) is also boarding the ship with her rich fiance Cal and her well-to-do mother. Unhappy with her life, Rose tries to jump off the back of the ship while at sea, but Jack saves her life. To thank him for saving Rose, Cal invites him to dinner where Jack tells his tales of traveling all over the world as an artist. Jack and Rose become close on the journey. As they fall in love, Rose tells Jack that when the ship docks, she is getting off with him. As they are kissing on deck, the Titanic hits the iceberg and slowly the ship takes on water. Soon the Titanic is sinking and there are not enough lifeboats to save all of the passengers. Will Jack and Rose be tragically torn apart or will their romance live on? The epic incorporates romance, intrigue, class distinction, and drama in grand and sweeping fashion. The film sparked international fervor, propelling DiCaprio into the heartthrob stratosphere and sending scores of movie-goers back to theaters for repeated viewings. James Cameron's masterpiece also cleaned up at the 1997 Academy Awards, winning 11 Oscars including Best Director and Best Picture.

5. Beauty and the Beast: They may be cartoon characters, but Belle and her Beast melt our hearts as well as any human couple can. The Beast was once a spoiled young prince who had everything...except a caring heart. An old beggar woman approached him to ask for shelter from a cold winter night. Instead of offering hospitality, the prince scoffs at her and incurs her wrath as a result. She lays a curse on him and his palace, changing him into a beast as punishment. She leaves him with a magic rose that will stay in bloom until his 21st birthday. If he does not find true love by then, he will remain a beast forever. Meanwhile, in a nearby village, Belle is a young woman who loves to read and to dream. Gaston, the town lout, has his sites set on marrying Belle. She, however, has totally different ideas. One night when her father Maurice gets lost in the forest alone, he accidentally enters the Beast's castle and becomes captive. Belle quickly goes to find her father and pleads with the Beast to let them leave. He refuses and Belle exchanges places with her father and becomes the prisoner of the Beast. Belle and the Beast are each about to meet their match. They are stubborn and headstrong, but eventually learn to compromise and forge a friendship -- and eventually more. But will they find true love in time, before the curse on the Beast becomes permanent? Disney scored a box office hit with this beloved tale as well as a Best Picture nomination -- the first for an animated feature.

6. Breakfast at Tiffany's: Holly Golightly (Audrey Hepburn) is a free spirit. Formerly a country girl, she is now a playgirl hoping to find a rich husband. Every morning she nurses a cup of coffee and window shops in front of Tiffany's jewelry store where she eventually befriends Paul Varjak (George Peppard). In order to fund his struggling writing career, Paul is being kept by a wealthy, older woman. They are two bright stars but are lacking encouragement and someone to love. Holly fears having to go back to the poor life she had before and Paul fears not succeeding as a writer. As they help one another find themselves, they become closer than even they suspected.

7. An Affair to Remember: Nickie Ferrante (Cary Grant) is a playboy who is about to get married. While on a cruise to meet his fiancee in New York, he encounters Terry McKay (Deborah Kerr)-- also engaged and traveling alone. Terry and Nickie spend time together, mainly bickering. Despite being aware of his reputation, Terry finds herself falling in love with the lothario anyway. Nickie is equally smitten with Terry. Once the ship docks, they decided to meet in six months at the top of the Empire State Building to marry. But on her way to meet him, Terry suffers a crippling accident and Nickie is devastated when she doesn't show. Will Nickie and Terry be together or will he think she had a change of heart?

8. Ghost: Sam Wheat (Patrick Swayze) and is a successful businessman in New York City. One night when he and his girlfriend Molly Jensen (Demi Moore) are out, he is approached by a mugger and subsequently murdered. However, he remains on earth in spirit form. In an effort to communicate with Molly and comfort her in her grief, Sam enlists the help of psychic Oda Mae Brown (Whoopi Goldberg). Together they try and solve his murder and save Molly from danger. The film quickly became a cultural phenomenon and sent the 1965 Righteous Brothers hit "Unchained Melody" back to the top of the music charts. Inspired by Sam and Molly's lovemaking on a potter's wheel, enrollment in ceramics classes significantly increased after the film's release. Goldberg also took home an Academy Award for Best Supporting Actress.

9. Say Anything: Lloyd Dobler (John Cusack) is an awkward high school senior in love with popular girl Diane Court (Ione Skye). They are complete opposites: Diane is book-smart and driven while Lloyd's greatest ambition is to become a kick-boxer. The shy protagonist finally finds the courage to ask Diane out on a date and their relationship is off and running. Diane's father Jim (John Mahoney) views Lloyd as a distraction and wants his daughter to maintain her focus on college. Because of the stress in her life and the disapproval of her father, Diane decides to cool things with Lloyd and head off to England for an academic fellowship. Will this tear Lloyd and Diane apart or will these lovers find a way to be together? Mostly known for his wacky comedic performances in the likes of Better Off Dead and One Crazy Summer, Cusack gained certified romantic-leading-man status with this film. His onscreen bid to win Diane back by "serenading" her with Peter Gabriel's "In Your Eyes" also set hearts aflutter. Jerry Maguire writer/director, Cameron Crowe, also impressed with his sharply written screenplay.

10. Shakespeare in Love: Young William Shakespeare (Joseph Fiennes) is suffering from writer's block. When Will meets Viola de Lesseps (Gwyneth Paltrow), the daughter of a rich merchant, he finds his muse. Viola longs for adventure and romance, and her passion for the theater draws her to Will and to the stage. She auditions for a part in his new play, Romeo and Ethel the Pirate's Daughter, disguised as a male since women were not allowed to act in theater. As the play goes on, the love affair between Will and Viola flourishes, but her father intends to marry her to nobleman Lord Wessex (Colin Firth). The charming romance proved to be a sleeper hit and a critical darling. In addition to netting a Best Actress statuette for Gwyneth Paltrow, Shakespeare in Love shocked many at the 1998 Academy Awards when it won Best Picture over the supposed shoo-in, Saving Private Ryan.

Sunday, March 19, 2006Y
1:02 AM
today the junior youTHs in church are organising Games called " THE END TIMES " .... its really end times... i dint know that there will be torture chambers .. haizz....
this game consist of special police , cheif police , pastors and church members .. nobody knows who the other person's role is... if the police suspects that u are the pastor.. u will be send to the torture chamber wer those guys ( jona , shoban , pravin , kesavan ) will smear syrup,eggs ,oats , flour and make a big mess.... knowing that i love my hair and take care of my hair alot... the stupid guiys aimed my HAIR >... poor hair .. became dry and sticky la...


damn !! but eventually everyone kena in the torture chamber ...

did not take picture cos
  • i was very dirty and sticky
  • it was a horrible sight to see everyone
  • the whole place was reaking of egg smell
  • suddenly most of them wen missing ( to wer who knows )

anyway had great fun ... long time never had sooo much fun .. palying in the rain , water, flour ... hmm thinking of my childhood days now... used to play in the rain too ... miss all that man.. now play in the rain ..dont know when lightening will struck u down... hmmmm !!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 13, 2006Y
12:20 AM
yaHOO !!! well got my laptop at last .... was waitin gfor sooo long for my lappyy... the first thing i did was to change my display... and placed my B.E.A.U.tiful pic of myself... okie okie.. dont laugh .. jus my normal pic k.....


LOVE MY LAPPY TOPPY !!! good.. anyway the bbq that were planning has been postponed la.... postponed to....?? i think our term break... not sure yet ... was looking forward to the bbq la.... too bad no pits were avalible..... hehe

Saturday, March 11, 2006Y
10:37 PM
Today was IT day !! i went to suntec city for an IT fair with my dad and brother to buy laptop for myself...
it was sooooo damn crowded haizzz..sooo many people .. i think so i spent around thousand plus.. hmm .. but it was kewl !!! well bought a lot of things... laptop , new computer , mp4 player , printer , thumbdrive ... and many more... i think almost spent abt $6000 bucks.. yikEs !!!!!



well took some pics near the cityhall tower for fun LOLZZ .... i dont really know the name ..





then after that , i treated my wonderful family for a seafood dinNer !!! hehe .... long time never had a good get together .... hehe ...

it was great. . . . LOVE MUA FAMILY >>>

Tuesday, March 07, 2006Y
11:41 PM
Ho My God ... today i was embrassed To the MAX !!!!! aiyo...
My friend steppeD on my sanDals ... and pOOF ... it camE off.... she always Does this to OthErs.. hiazzz,,, no choiCe i had To plaCe the sanDals with a Rubber BanD .....

everything was okie until the time i had to go home. ... in the middle of the road in school , my sandals jus snapped !!!! soooo embrassing sia... aiyo .. the whole world walking past me was staring at me and my sandals... luckily my Friend ( Miss cobbler ) mend my sandals somehow... around that time came these guys from nowhere .... and then my sandals gave way again ... the guys walked past us and started laughing after my stupid friends laughed ..... Balme My friEnds la.. those guys turn back To look and lauGhed agaiN ... haizz. i tot its over but alas NO .. those guYsss were sittIng at the MRT statiOn where i have to walk pass.... i coverED my Face and Took The loNger rouTe to reaCh my DestinaTion. ..... haizz...

LuckIly u were noT there .. if not Die .... U woulD have lauGHed likE mad !!!!

Monday, March 06, 2006Y
11:20 PM
i dont knOw how to DO flash !!! ??? i only knoW the Basics But how am i supposed to Do a prO flasH with only BasiC la.... hmmm ... okie let me tell u whAt i aM talkiNG abt >>

For our projEct , we Are suPPosEd to advertisT a product using marcoMedia flAsh 5 and AdoBe photoShop .... so i am Planning to advertiSt the canon IXUS digital camera .... i have Got the idEa of adVertisting But i CanT do the Adv.. with jus BaSic ..... haizz... let me see What shall i do ?? mayBe ask Help from the FlasH experTs ... here .... heheh ]

Sunday, March 05, 2006Y
12:54 AM
Hmm ... well today .. lots of things happen !!!

RevenGe is IndeeD swEEt..... okie will not tell any details abt this part of my day k ...

We playEd gamEs sincE youth actIviTes weRe caNcellEd .... It WaS fun !! After the gAmEs , shAron & I waNted to Go caUseway PoiNt for ShoppiNg till 3 pm... sinCe we weRe suPposed to go to the chalet at 3 .... buT we enD up goiNg to tAmpiNEs as we took the wrong Bus .. Then we took bus from tampiNes and wenT to causEway point only to find out that the it was alreAdy 3pm ..... so we tooK buS bacK to TampinEs and took Bus 29 to Go to Changi VillaGe ...

As DireCted by Dear PraShant .. we EndeD up GettiNg loSt .. And hAd to fiNd out Way to the Chalets....
And Guess What , The chaleT was DireCtly oPPosiTe to OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL ... SCARY !!!
but two so Called bravE souls ... hello dont look around la.. thats me and sharoN i am talkIng abt.. wen we reacHed the chaLet only 10 of them were there... so we decIded to plaY hidE and Seek ... hei It was fun with differEnt rules ... went Around the chalets playing.. after thaT we Had praYers and feedBack sessIon on the worShip team ... after that FOOD !!!!! .. then we went back to playing to digest the food... by the time we stOp plaYing , it was 9.30 so paStor asked all Of us to go back .. .
Ezra annan and Diana ka sEnt me back Home... hehe hahah .. but it was reaLLY fun la..
saw the hospital when we were coming back... man i am not even going to bother looking there the next time .. soo scary !!!

Saturday, March 04, 2006Y
12:40 AM
Today is faezah's birthday !!!! She invited me for her bufday pArTy ... Hmmm bought For her A barbIe doll .. its SOOO cutE .. hehe ...

she was having a bbq in east coast park ..... went at abt 8 .. okie okie was late becos of me k.... hehe ... was busy .. thats y have to meet my friends later ... anyway it was a wonderful time to be in east coast at night ....

Its sooo ROMANTIC !!! haizzz .... the stars and the sea breeze .. very nice u know.. guess who i thought of.. hmmmm ..... can u guess... ??

okie okie i didnt think of anyone la... jus thinking abt things that happened in my life only ... hehe