**AbOut Me** 
Friday, September 28, 2007Y
8:39 PM
A CHAT WITH GODGod: Hello. Did you call me?
Me: Called you? No. Who is this?
God: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.
God: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
God: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me: I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
God: Well, I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me: Why are we then constantly unhappy?
God: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.
Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty?
God: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better, not bitter.
Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?
God: Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. It gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?
God: Problems are: An Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons to Enhance Mental Strength. An Inner strength comes from struggles and endurance, not when you are free from problems.
Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading?
God: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.
Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than Knowing your rode ahead. You work with the compass (direction). Let others work with the clock.
Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me: What surprises you about people?
God: When they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me?" Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.
Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.
God: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery, but a process of creation.
Me: How can I get the best out of life?
God: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.
Me: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Day with a new sense of inspiration.
God: Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.
Sometimes we blame everything that happens to us .. we dont stop to think of y that particular situation has occurred ... we jus blame god and others for that bad situations .. but have u ever realised how these events has made our lives even better ... the ability to think maturely , ability to analyse events and making good decisions ...
so ppl ... i dont know abt ya .. but i did learn lots and lots from these life lessons ... And i thank god for that .. he has perfected my path .. and i jus wanna pray that i will not move away from the wonderful plans of god !!
Thursday, September 27, 2007Y
7:48 PM
well well .. it has been a week since i last blogged . well i have been extremely busy as usual .. haizz .. here is a lil update on what i did for this week ..Monday !! - went over to Siti's place to see her baby gal ... the baby is jus sooo cute .. cant believe that a friend of mine is a mum now ... this week alot of them whom i know have given birth .. emily akka , regina akka , siti .. didnt have the time to see emily ka and regina ka's baby yet ... well back to siti's baby .. baisha is the baby's name i guess.. nahh not too sure ... anyway the baby was super super cute ... i loveEEEE babies !!!!!
Tue - hmmm dont really remember what i did .. but i think i stayed home .. was too too tired to do anything else ..
wed - hmmm went over to school abit early rite after work ... had lunch in pizza hut and then we head over to school to do project ... couldnt find a powerpoint to plug in the laptop . .so we could stay only like for 2 hrs to do project .. and then head over to class .. ho ya .. it was SIMICC orientation gathering ... didnt want to go at first cos i had class .. but i was damn tempted to go .. jus becos dear sanjay was telling me it will be fun ect .. well i was kinda new there .. but ppl there were friendly .. but alas i couldnt stay longer .. by the time they started the games .. i had to leave .. sobss .. sobss .. hope they all had a great time .. cant wait for another gathering ... !!!
THurs - wow .. today was an extremely long long day .. i had to work for a full day .. till 6 .. haizz .. damn sleepy .. then head over to PS for a quick dinner at carls Jr . .. food there is really good .. but too ex la.. haizz .. anyway after that we head out to SMU to start on our project ... the ambience in SMU was kinda nice .. we were like sitting near a park like that .. but didnt really see many ppl there ... guess all too busy studying !! hahahah
Fri - well the day has jus started but ya its going to be another long long day i guess .. cos after work i have to meet up the gals for a project meeting in PAYA LEBAR . thats like ssooooo far .. nevermind its my sweetheart house .. guess will sleep a lil there .. hahaha then have to head to school .. Cost Management ... exams ARe like nearing .. !! Damn !!
well hopefully my sat and sunday wuld be much better !! .. ho gosh no !! i have to go tution and then must mug for my exams !! ARGHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, September 20, 2007Y
8:30 PM
well ... this week has been kinda hectic la... i practically had soo much of things to do ... had a few surprise calls from people that i never expect calls from ... sometimes i jus wonder how some ppl can behave as if nothing is wrong when everything actually went wrong ... anyhoots .. i jus appeared casual la.. everything seems so normal now... good that i tend to take things easy now ... All the wonderful plans of god ... Love ya to the max Lord ...
anyway i think most probably i would not be shopping for the mp4 now .. Gosh i cant believe i actually spent almost 1 k in two months.. on what i spent ???? i got no IDEA !!! hahax .. ya so i have to wait for my next pay ... thats is like two weeks away .. Damn ... my shopping plans on sat might be cancelled .. nah .. never mind i think i would go for tution and maybe head back home for an eye shut .. and of course STUDY !!.. i have been slacking lots and lots ... haizz .. time to hit the books ..!! my company lawtest is a goner la... i really dont wanna talk abt it ...
WEll here are some random pics that i was supposed to upload .. enjoy !!
pic taken long time back ..
Seetha and the Gals
Ravanan and the gals
Part of SIM ICC at Semis
Another Shot ..
Sunday, September 16, 2007Y
7:39 PM
WEnt shopping today !! hurray !! with my bro and mom .. i was supposed to buy her a saree for her birthday so we decided to head over to little india yet again ... ate a sumptious indian food in a resturant and decided to start shopping .. first i had to force my mom to buy some punjabi suits for myself .. all my punjabi suits are too big for me.. and i only have grand ones to wear to wedding and parties .. obviously i cant wear them to church all rite ... i had a couple of ppl coming up to me and asking y am i wearing causually to church ... come on la.. ppl .. jus for these some ppl i came up with reasons .. got it>>> came up ... !! - i got no punjabi suits that fits me !!
- I am damn damn comfortable wearing my causal wear
- i am damn lazy to iron my clothes
hmm what else .. ya la cant think of any ... well i like to wear punjabi suit also la.. but damn freaking lazy to iron ... i am a lazy lazy bum who comes to church late most of the time ...
haha ... anyway back to my story ... had a good time shopping .. and guess what instead of buying my mom a saree , i ended up buying a saree for both me and my mom ... haizz .. i am a REal ShOPoHOLiC .... well after that , we head over to Sim Lim square .. i so need a digi camera and guess what i bought my camera ... love it to the max ... i am a cam freak !!! yeah yeah . .so from now onwards u can see a lot of photo filled posts .. haha
i think i spent almost 400 plus plus in jus one day .. Damn ... and i still haven paid my handphone bills ... anybody wanna help ????
after that we head over to bugis .. did a little shopping there .. i controlled myself and made sure i dont buy anything .. saw a shop where i can do piercing .. might do on sat or so ... hopefully !!
now i still have to buy a mp4 player .. might be heading over to little india and bugis this sat ... anyone FREE !!!
Thursday, September 13, 2007Y
6:20 AM
well was supposed to meet up with a " Smart " @$^*%^ today .. but in the end .. that Arse couldnt make it .. at least be nice enough to tell me earlier la... damn it ... i should really thanks kristy babe for saving my day la.... THANKS A ZILLION BABE !! i owe u big time .... we head out to for mini shopping .. but after that decided to have dinner in billy bombers .... the food that is extremely good la... serious .. it was great ... !! yummy ....
Kristy with her fillet dory fish
Me with my cream of mushroom !!
My BBQ chicken .. Yum yum 
THe 70s look of billy bombers .. it looked nice
Kristy ..
Well here are some random pics that was taken long time back .. but jus only got hold of it ...
My kaya babe and mua !! 
Us again .,.. i took a lot of pics in her camera .. Vain me !! 
Aaraanthana Semi finals ... THe evil man with the act scared gals 
THe gals with seetha !! hahaha .. we were looking at sathish camera but varman couldnt resist taking pic of us ... hahaha thats the reason y we are not looking at the camera .. anywya i love this gals to bits !! 
Wednesday, September 12, 2007Y
8:37 PM
its my mom's birthday today !!! Happy birthday mommy dearest . .and of course darling sakinah shares the same birthday as my mom's .. i messaged her and also called a few times .. but the calls get rejected ... damn .... anyway Sak .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YA TOO !!!!! Will meet up with ya soon !!well my dad took off today , my bro had holidays .. so the only busy one was me ... but since my work ends by 1.30 i didnt take leave ... .. head over to little india with my family ... and had a delicious meal in BANANA LEAF APOLLO .. yummy .. i simply love the food there .. it was jus irresistable .... it was a good time together with family .. after that had a little shopping spree .. though i didnt buy anything .. it was mom's birthday .. sha has to be the star of the day rite .. so i jus walked around ... but of course did see a few stuffs that i wanna get hold of ... lolzz
after lil shopping , we head to yishun for a movie ... wanted to watch maruthamalai movie ... another arjun movie after soo long .. and gosh ... arjun looked real real good in this movie ... damn macho ... *Droolss * Drools ** ..well the movie was okie only la.. it was as if i am watching mudhalvan but with a much edited version ...
After the movie , we head over to the Timezone in yishun ... it was a great time with my folks la.. serious ... we were like playing some machine gun game , daytona ( my favourite ) .. .it was very nice to see my parents join in the fun .. saw kanda uncle and his family .. of course without the two gals ... hahaha ... anyway i had a major project to do , therefore we headed back home .... we didnt want to cut a ckae for mom cos its seemed so normal ... so my dearie bro decided to do something different using stuffs from the house .. unforetunetly there was only bread and some nuts ... and guess what we did .. TADA !!!!
hhahahahahahaha .. my mom had a shock of her life when she saw that ... hahahahah even my dad .. but it was fun capturing her reactions ... !! love ya mom .. hope u had a great time ..
Tuesday, September 11, 2007Y
9:08 PM
Something For Ur Thoughts
The power of THOUGHT.
Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think about. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires.
The power of GIVING.
If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive.To love is to give of yourself, freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. Before committing to a relationship, ask not what the other person will be able to give to you,but rather what will you be able to give them. The secret formula of a happy, lifelong, loving relationship is to always focus on what you can give instead of what you can take.
The power of RESPECT.
You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself, "What do I respect about myself?" To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself "What do I respect about them?"
The power of FRIENDSHIP.
To find a true love, you must first find a true friend. Love does not consist of gazing into each other's eyes, but rather looking outward together in the same direction. To love someone completely you must love them for who they are, not what they look like. Friendship is the soil through which love's seeds grow. Ifyou want to bring love into a relationship, you must first bring friendship.
The power of LETTING GO.
If you love something, let it free. If it comes back to you, it's yours; if it doesn't, it never was. Even in a loving relationship, people need their own space. If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts and grievances. Love means letting go of our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions. "Today I let go of all my f ears, the past has no power over me -today is the beginning of a new life."
The power of COMMUNICATION.
When we learn to communicate openly and honestly, life changes. To love someone is to communicate with them.Let the people you love know that you love them and appreciate them. Never be afraid to say those three magic words: "I Love You." Never let an opportunity pass to praise someone.Always leave someone you love with a loving word - it could be the last time you see them! If you were about to die but could make telephone calls to the people you loved, who would you call, what would you say and ... whyare you waiting?
The power of COMMITMENT.
If you want to have love in abundance,you must be committed to it, and that commitment will be reflected in your thoughts and actions. Commitment is the true test of love. If you want to have loving relationships, you must be committed to loving relationships.When you are committed to someone or something, quitting is never an option. Commitment distinguishes a fragile relationship from a strong one.
The power of PASSION.
Passion ignites love and keeps it alive. Lasting passion does not come through physical attraction alone, it comes from deep commitment,enthusiasm, interest and excitement.Passion can be recreated by recreating past experiences when you felt passionate. Spontaneity and surprises produce passion. The essence of love and happiness are the same; all we need to do is to live each day with passion.
The power of TOUCH.
Touch is one of the most powerful expressions of love, breaking down barriers and bonding relationships.Touch changes our physical and emotional states and makes us more receptive to love.
The power of TRUST.
Trust is essential in all loving relationships. Without it, one person becomes suspicious, anxious and fearful and the other person feel strapped and emotionally suffocated.You cannot love someone completely unless you trust them completely. Act as if your relationship with the person you love will never end. One of the ways you can tell whether a person is right for you is to ask yourself, "Do I trust them completely and unreservedly?" If the answeris "no", think carefully before making a commitment.
Monday, September 10, 2007Y
8:49 PM
well its monday today ... received some warning messages from dear sharon ... got kinda scared la... actually its true also ... hmmmm well sat down after so long to have a little prayer .. well it was extremely difficult but u know what i felt really peaceful and calm after that .. thats the power of JESUS !!!! well after that i totally changed the way i think and see things .. i realised that no matter what i should never trust anyone or put so much of hope on anyone .... even those i tot are close to me ... one of the mistake i do is that i tend to trust ppl sooo fast and too quickly and end up getting hurt .. i do so much for ppl without expecting anything .. but in the end i end up getting all the blame .. Darn it ... anyway from now onwards am not going to trust anyone that easliy except my family and god ... cos no matter what i think only my family will be there for me till the end ... and ya i learnt a wonderful lesson from here .. seriously now am not upset at all .. infact i am elated that at least now i know the mistake i made ....
i will still help ppl ... cos thats my nature .. but if i sense tht u have some bloody thing up ur sleeve then u are sooo gonna get it from me ...
NEVER TRUST ANYONE EASLIY EXCEPT FAMILY AND GOD !!!!!
Sunday, September 09, 2007Y
8:03 PM
well am feeling so much better now ... but kinda tired ... went for the Aarathana Semi finals to put make up for our ccp ppl .. had real good fun with them ... they are a very nice bunch of ppl ... laughing and making fun ... lolzzzwell make up was good ... i liked it lots ... will soon get hold of the pics .. i think they are in darsha's or geetha's cam ... i so need a digi cam la.... haizzz ... and u know what !!!!! WE got into the finals for CCP .. yeahhhhhhh .... soooo cool... great job done guys ... WEll Done .. all the best for the finals ... surley SIM will do well .. yeah ..
well supposed to head out for lunch with darsha , geetha , varman , satheeish and rooban ... but had to meet durga to get some papers .. so had to rush off ... was extremely hungry la... lucky varman bought some little finger food for us .. .thanks sooo much VARMAN .. sooo sweet of u .. lolzzz
after that i jus slack at home .. did try to study but nothing went into my head .. like i said i was sooo confused at the rate my life is going ... haizzz and as usual didnt go church .. horrible me !!!!
Tuesday, September 04, 2007Y
10:01 PM
well it was a tiring day ... i am sooo sooo shagged la.. i am really of the verge of breaking down .. i jus have like sooo many things on hand that i am lost at the moment ... haizzthings are not going too well for me ... feel like jus sitting down and cry ... hate this sooooo much .... friends are also making life difficult for me ... well thank god that the argument didnt last for very long .. if not i would jus have been crushed to the max .... seriously i jus dont know what has happened ... it has been really long since i last went to church or have a decent prayer .. maybe thats y life is going down the gutters !!! DAMN >.. gosh i need to take control of my life back again .. yes .. i need to ... if not am jus going to end up rotting away ...
anyway i have lots of things to concentrate on ... exams ... assignments ... work ... and dance had been cancelled due to some circumstances ... well not really sure if its a good thing or a bad one .. but it sure did give me plenty of time to concentrate on other important things like EXAMS !!!
Sunday, September 02, 2007Y
7:16 PM
like i said i have major problem waking up in the morning .. poor cousin of mine .. sorry sorry la dear .. she wanted to go church at 11am .. but i extra told her that i am going for the 8am service ..and she decided to follow me ... poor gal called me early in the morning after getting ready and asked me what i was doing .. WEll i was SLEEPING .. sooo sorry dear.. hahaha .. so i ended up going for the 11am service with dad ... but i left early cos i had dance practice at 3 ...well as usual ..my dear dance members were late .. indian timings !!! rooban ,geetha and santhish came late !! mathi and i were waiting at woodlands function hall like porrukis like that .. lolz ... after that we realised that there is no power at the powerpoints in the hall .. then rooban drove us to some function hall in sembawang ... where we could practise the dance ... now what happened next was a big big joke .. our semi finals is on 8th sept .. and we changed the song again .. cos with that song we cant win .... so yupzz we changed again ... and ya still haven even started cheographing for the song ... really got no idea whats gonna happen ... then after that we all head to some coffeeshop in katib ... really fun bunch of ppl ... !!! had great time with them ... anyway gonna have a change of dance partner .. dinesh is my partner it seems .. and ya i have never see him b4 .... well more bloopers awaits for me !!
anyway came across these pic ... when my darlings and i had gone for dinner at pizza hut .... cant wait to go out la...
Saturday, September 01, 2007Y
7:16 PM
well today was kinda busy day !! had tution in the morning and after that i was supposed to go over to my company's event in Sentosa !! it has been real long since i last went over to sentosa .. haizz ... but too bad i had to attend my cousin's wedding in the evening thus i had to head back home ... bad bad !!! never mind sentosa i will come there soon ... SiloSo beach !!!! haha .. anyway met my relatives after a long time .. these set of cousins are kinda far related .. and u know what ... my cousin married kannan's cousin thus .. now kannan and i are cousins !! haha .. singapore is indeed small and to add on singapore's indian community is even smaller ... lolzz anyway . had good indian wedding food after quite some time ..
gosh am putting on weight sia .. must lose weight again .... !!! okie am tired .. tot of going to church at 8am tomolo .. provided i wake up ..