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Wednesday, August 29, 2007Y
7:14 PM
Sometimes i wonder do i have to go thru all these .. jus wonder if i deserve this ... i was extremely happy that u are back from a long long trip .. i understand that u are tired and that it will take sometime before u can connect with ppl around here .. esp me ... but arent u like going to give it a try and get closer quickly .. are u like waiting for a miracle to happen ??? no i jus dont understand.. u know that i have no way to contact ya.. then how can u expect me to call ?? in fact i did ..twice but u were busy !!! and u didnt get back to me ... i assume that it was u who called me from private number at 10 plus ... but i told u the day before that i have dance practice .. couldnt u have called a few more times ... at 11pm or 12 am maybe .. i was waiting u know ...
i dont know how u are able to stay without hearing each other ... u were away and i missed u so much .. but now u are near here but i feel like i miss u even more ... near yet so far ... and surprisingly u didnt call me the whole day today .... i dont know whats going on la.. seriously pls dont tell me BUSY !! so busy till u couldnt travel to work , eat , sleep .... i dont expect u to hang on the phone with me for 24 hrs .. jus 5 mins .. okie since u are sooooooo busy 1min .. jus call and say i will be busy and that i wont be able to call u .. at least i know u still care rite .. what would u do if i do the same thing to u ... maybe jus maybe u wont feel anything


.... I REALLY MISS U !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DO U ???