well after that i totally changed the way i think and see things .. i realised that no matter what i should never trust anyone or put so much of hope on anyone .... even those i tot are close to me ... one of the mistake i do is that i tend to trust ppl sooo fast and too quickly and end up getting hurt .. i do so much for ppl without expecting anything .. but in the end i end up getting all the blame .. Darn it ... anyway from now onwards am not going to trust anyone that easliy except my family and god ... cos no matter what i think only my family will be there for me till the end ... and ya i learnt a wonderful lesson from here .. seriously now am not upset at all .. infact i am elated that at least now i know the mistake i made ....
i will still help ppl ... cos thats my nature .. but if i sense tht u have some bloody thing up ur sleeve then u are sooo gonna get it from me ...